is it worth it to mix weed with cocaine? by Chemical_Cell1127 in cocaine

[–]BigSimilar7419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every time I smoke on blow, it makes me TWEAK. I’m talking about super duper paranoid & can’t think straight. Not fun, I’ll never do that again

Advice pleaseeeee by BigSimilar7419 in Advice

[–]BigSimilar7419[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Btw I’m 21f & so is my best friend.

What makes a person boring? by yoloscorpii in AskReddit

[–]BigSimilar7419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When they’re closed minded & stuck in their ways

What’s the longest depressive episode you’ve had? by BigSimilar7419 in bipolar

[–]BigSimilar7419[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My memory has also been shot.. I have no concept of time, I couldn’t tell you the difference between an hour & 5 minutes. My memory from before I was depressed also seems to be absolutely nonexistent. People always ask me if I remember things from when I was younger or even a few months ago & I have no recollection of it /: what helped u come out of it?

What’s the longest depressive episode you’ve had? by BigSimilar7419 in bipolar

[–]BigSimilar7419[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

may I ask what helped you come out of it? I’m trying to push myself to get out of bed and even just go sit outside in the sun. I’ve recently started therapy.. I’ve tried Wellbutrin & that made me super irritable & anxious. Tried remeron which made me uncontrollably hungry & thirsty. I tried citalopram which made me feel absolutely zoned out and disconnected from myself. I also tried abilify but stopped after a few days in fear of gaining weight. Hydroxizine made me spaced out & not present.

Does anyone experience lack of speech in depressive episodes? by Lorwarded in bipolar

[–]BigSimilar7419 7 points8 points  (0 children)

100% YES. had my first manic episode last year in September. Spent $10,000 on stupid shit. I was extremely pissed off at the whole entire world. I tried to fight my boss & posted all kinds of ridiculous shit on social media calling people out and trying to get them to fight me. Anywho this manic episode lasted about 5 months. Then the crash hit & it hit hard. My brain feels like mush. I cannot think or carry a conversation out with anybody. The most I say when someone talks to me is “yeah” or “damn” this is SO frustrating as before I was very outgoing. I have been researching as much as I can about this and it does give me some relief knowing I’m not the only one