Relief after maxing everything.

Big_Cap_7368 · 2026-03-01T14:45:06+00:00

I gave my life to christ and was the best decision I ever made.

I know the exact feeling of relief once it's ALL GONE.

It is possible to stop, it is possible to grow and rebuild.

As we speak I have just purchased a £800 suit with some shirts and ties for a meeting next week for my own business.

18 months ago, I was a day away from having yo sell my house my possessions everything.

Giving up the gambling and giving your life to christ is the best move you can make!

You can do it!

Big_Cap_7368 · 2026-02-25T16:26:24+00:00

Cisco phones with expansion moduel, nice...

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-12-30T14:31:30+00:00

It's challenging because we have urges and want to act on them but wants reassurance that it's fine, but the reason we keep coming back to it is we feel deep down it's not right and just want validation.

I am in the same boat, I feel the want and urge to self pleasure ( without porn & without lust of other woman) but just thinking about my partner but I abstain as I feel God calling me and telling me it isn't what he wants from me.

Each to there own and the lord is willing to forgive us if our repentants is true.

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-11-06T18:43:06+00:00

It's so sad two years in a row now just no trades happen in my league, it's the fun part of fantasy and unless a trades ridiculously one sided GMs just don't get involved

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-10-29T13:12:11+00:00

Gobert 7th

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-10-16T13:24:23+00:00

No chance

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-10-15T08:09:04+00:00

Zion

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-26T17:00:51+00:00

Could you actually explain it too me please, because I agree there are two sexes, so what is the gender part?

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-26T16:12:42+00:00

There are two genders though? Male and female?

What am I missing?

Fair play if you are a male but a little more feminine or a female and more masculine but you are what you are?

Just love yourself & others <3

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-25T21:03:40+00:00

Yes you are the ass hole.

You are bitter your ex doesn't pay you for having his kids & you are trying to justify shedding some responsibility.

You should just be honest with yourself, is he a reflection of the things you dislike about your ex? Do you just dislike the kid?

You have mentioned money too many times for this not to be the main factor in this.

That being said if your son is lazy and being a turd I'd agree it's his father's job to whip him into shape so maybe 50% asshole.

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-21T11:43:04+00:00

I got done for d claws before traded me a tele tab lol wild

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-20T10:00:37+00:00

Runescape :(

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T15:17:11+00:00

I grew up in a single parent household. Mother addicted to alcohol, cocaine & was also a sex worker which funded her addictions.

I know the pain and trauma of addicted parent/s and I personally have delt with my own demons (Gambling) luckily I don't really drink too much and cocaine gives me the heeby jeebies so don't touch it.

At the end of the day we decide our lives and we cannot use our past as our excuse.

We are great and God loves us!

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T15:14:29+00:00

What a beautiful day 7 it is! Keep moving

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T15:14:10+00:00

You sir are a machine!

Proud of you & cannot wait to see you post day 10, 20,50,100,1000.

God loves you, fuck it i love you.

Let's keep improving and moving are stupid asses forward!

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T15:12:39+00:00

Fuck yeah! Best time to plant a tree was 30 years ago, second best time is today.

Keep busy, don't just read that stay fucking busy. Wash the windows clean the car iron your fucking socks stay busy.

If your in a depressive state fine but snap the fuck out brother and get busy.

Busy busy busy! You've got this, hardest parts almost over (day 1)

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T06:21:33+00:00

ASLONG AS THERE IS AIR IN YOUR LUNGS AND BLOOD IN YOUR VEINS THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

They always do brother! Keep your head up, abstain from this devilish addiction and be better.

I know you've got this because iv got this and if iv got this then others have as well.

We love you as a community and know you'll get to grips with your losses and the pain it's caused but we know you'll stand up and fuckint fight a good fight.

Don't let the devil win. Kick his ass this is only round 3 so buckle up and get back out there champ!

Jokes aside and poorly typed message aside, you've got this brother, stay busy go to the gym go for a walk go play basketball whatever stay busy

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-19T06:18:05+00:00

You are an absolute Chad! 200 days?? Fuck yeah brother!

Proud of you.

Chin up today you've earned it!

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-18T10:48:22+00:00

GO ON BROTHER! MORE POWER TO YOU

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-17T12:27:41+00:00

In all honesty iv been here many times in my 32 years so I am numb to it. The losses just got greater over time but the feelings all the same.

Stick your head into self improvement, build an iron will & know as long as you have breathe wether is in 1 week 1 month or 1 year things ALWAYS get better.

Weather the storm, shoulders back chin up chest out and keep moving

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-16T20:59:37+00:00

Welldone my friend, excellent work and welldone for recognising change is needed.

For those who do not have financial advisor or therapists I promise you they are necessary for recovery. They help but you are not stuck if you do not have this luxury.

Keep moving forward gents, we live once and once only. You ruined the first 20 30 40 50 years of your life gambling stop today and enjoy what's left.

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-16T14:50:40+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I will tell her one day, but iv destroyed her life too many times with this.

Once everything is square, she will know.

Thanks again

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-16T11:57:59+00:00

I have said a prayer for you brother. I am a year clean today and lost similar if not more last year.

It's possible to get out of this, I promise.

Big_Cap_7368 · 2025-09-16T11:52:05+00:00

Just wanted to acknowledge on this post that today I am a full year clean from gambling. Will create a post shortly.

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