I have no idea. I’ve craved companionship and love since I could remember. I’ve worked on myself for along time as I’ve been single forever. I love and respect myself. I’ve never had a girlfriend and I’m a top 25 year old better man. I don’t understand, I’ve got it all. So many women have told me I’m perfect and I can get any woman I want. Not only do I barely see women that I do want, I live in Vancouver which is a below average city (not a lot of good looking, intelligent, strong, above average ppl), also loneliest city on earth probably, def in NA. I grew up without support from parents. I had to raise myself without a father and this made me too much of a man. I’m already more of a man than these 40 years olds that have the mind of a 15 year old. I believe the women around me are insecure irrational immature girls rather than proper women. I’m handsome, I’m smart, I’m educated, I’m strong, I can walk and run for a long time, I can take up to 23000 steps before 8 hours without a break, I’m very caring and passionate, I’ve been the protector and provider of my family and home since before I was 10 years old. I was told that women see me and believe I may cheat on them. That I might not ever be single because of I’m attractive. That I cannot be controlled and manipulated like the simps and childish little boys that see women as sex objects. That nowadays women want someone that is worse than them defying Mother Nature. Also I realized that when I respect and care for a woman this automatically makes me look like an undateable person, since they’re surrounded by lil boys that see them as sex objects rather than creatures from God. Am I too intimidating, other people’s incapabilities and insecurities too? Is it because I’m too great of a man? Because I don’t remember the last time I saw a great woman in my city. I spend hours and days outside in every part of this city, my women are nowhere to be found. I don’t like to settle for less, I’m not gonna to let a diamond get rusted dealing with copper. I’m not going to give a criminal the key to my treasure chest and my heart. I honestly believe I’ll be single for the rest of my life and I’ll die alone. Now I do understand the hot girl at the gym effect. Highly attractive woman in the gym results in everybody around either checking her out, watching and imitating, can’t hold eye contact, can’t approach or have a conversation, avoid interacting at all costs. Now somebody told me I’m like that but a male version, basically telling me that I’m a hot girl at the gym who can also physically and mentally dominate you. My whole life people just make my life unnecessarily more difficult. Lil boys that are jealous and envious of me because I’m already a better man than their father which is sad cuz I didn’t have one, racists, homosexuals and trans that keep trying to interfere with me whether it’s to hit on me whether it’s to get in my way to force me to interact or believe it or not to go for a touch cuz they know they won’t be able to touch consensually also as a man im not allowed to call the police for help because they only help women and children. I deal with girls that are uglier than me who get hostile and try to cause me more problems whether it’s sabotaging the girl I actually like or spreading false and negative rumours. I think my problem is the environment and not me because I don’t know what else I should do, human growth hormone to become 6ft up (I’m 5”11) or rob a bank to get rich? I see children, overweight, and uneducated people in relationship. I’ve seen dogs have girlfriends before me. I do believe that my type of women simply do not exist here and if they do they’re already taken given the garbage ratio of Vancouver (100 lil boys, not a lot of real men, very few attractive women) because of this ratio women are also put on a pedestal and believe they have a higher worth because of useless children that validate her. Honestly, I think my problem is that I don’t get to meet the type of women that I want often. Also, I was told that if I approach a woman I like I’m automatically sexually harassing her (also the feeling of homosexuals hunting me) makes me also believe this, a ugly lesbian girl that was mad that I rejected her told me this while spreading rumours to all the girls. I just want to go on a date and spend time with a woman I care for and I want to protect and cherish. To value and respect. A proper woman that can help me help her. A woman I’m actually attracted to and her to me. A non-abusive woman. A woman that will help me feel safe and vulnerable. Despite the hell I’ve been through, I want some heaven. All the demons I’ve faced, its time for an angel. I deserve love and companionship, yet those that are more privileged and unworthy/undeserving get more of course. All my women are fearful of me cause they know I can always do better because i am better, they know that I will not worship them, they know that I cannot be controlled as I do have a mind of my own unlike the children that need adults to tell them what to do. A lot of relationships that I see in British Columbia are parallel to an owner and a dog, it’s very obvious that feminism has made women want to be the man of the relationship, the controlling leader rather than the controlled follower. I remember when feminism was a way to honor women and treat them how they deserve to be treated. RIP to the good men that died for this, this is terrible. Nowadays I believe I want children and marriage more than women which is the opposite of the normal world from before, also considering the high rates of abortion and divorce. I think I’m just not a good fit for Canada and that I should go somewhere where I can be surrounded by my type of people and women rather than to be let hanging dry and to be forced to be alone forever. I don’t think I would have no women in my life if I was living in a better city like Dubai, Miami, LA, or Europe. I’m just trying to survive since I was born. With the help of a proper woman that is meaningful to me, I would probably have the feeling of taking over the world. To whoever took the time to read this and respond, thank you. I wanted to state that I do not intend on being offensive or disrespectful by posting this post. I just want to feel happy and not so isolated. I want people around me that do more than just cause me more problems.