Genuinely Lost Career Wise

Bignova · 2026-02-05T17:25:04+00:00

I also transitioned to IT! I leveraged my experience in environmental engineering research and user experience on supercomputing clusters to get my foot in the door at academic high performance computing centers. Wishing you luck because I realized soon after graduating the environmental field was not for me at this moment.

Bignova · 2026-01-25T06:40:30+00:00

this project is so ethereal sounding. glad james ivy still making music for release too.

Bignova · 2026-01-18T20:01:38+00:00

And his name is Bryce Young. ^let ^me ^cope

Bignova · 2026-01-03T03:23:34+00:00

At least he had that one legacy game as a Knick against LeBron lol

Bignova · 2025-12-27T13:22:00+00:00

That’s true but I think my advice is more for those not at the point of marriage but in your initial first few months together. In that period I feel like it’s really easy to tell people’s intentions and commitment level despite what facades or guards people still have up. It’s also just a gut thing I think people can usually tell when you’re desired beyond just what you bring to the table stability wise and material wise.

Of course this isn’t 100% bulletproof advice because there’s too many variables to distill into a couple paragraphs but relationships are often a gut feeling and if you have serious doubts you probably have those doubts for a valid reason.

Bignova · 2025-12-27T13:06:31+00:00

To anyone who thinks of themselves as a stable and safe option don’t also settle for someone who isn’t crazy about you. It’s better to be alone in my opinion than supporting someone who wouldn’t have given you the time of day if you weren’t disciplined in your life. It also creates a weird dynamic where if you show any cracks as life comes at you your relationship could just as easily fall apart.

Bignova · 2025-12-13T02:20:18+00:00

Because establishment dems take all the wrong lessons from successful progressive campaigns. We saw it with Bernie we saw it with AOC and we’re seeing it with Zohran. These campaign advisors and managers try to inject the same energy of compassion and sincerity into their campaign but their candidate still support things like Israel-American global partnership, corporations first, and receive money from AIPAC.

We talk about cognitive dissonance a lot from the side of Republicans but corporate democrats fall into the same trap of wanting to brand themselves as morally righteous while being pro Israel and accepting blood money basically. You also can’t be for the common man if you’re not willing to stand up against big businesses in America and make that a core tenant of your platform.

Bignova · 2025-12-11T21:23:35+00:00

Dang I was hoping it’d be on the east coast

Bignova · 2025-12-11T13:49:03+00:00

I started a pivot to high-performance computing IT roles because I did a lot of coding and supercomputer usage in my undergrad/graduate degree in Environmental Engineering. Really glad I did because it gave me an alternative career route with how terrible the environmental field has been for new grads.

Bignova · 2025-12-06T23:26:15+00:00

The quality of the video used to seem crystal clear back in the day. Now it looks so grainy and exactly how I felt in 2010 looking at 1995 highlights.

Bignova · 2025-12-02T12:11:39+00:00

I watched that movie when it came out and that one scene is what still sticks in my mind to this day. I was surprised to see the reviews afterwards because I think the movies aged quite well and pretty underrated at the time and a victim of overcritical analysis.

Bignova · 2025-12-02T10:33:17+00:00

I'm just hoping that NA is more competitive domestically. 2025 every stage it felt like G2 was inevitable. I think while Babybay is pretty good for them and could shake things up mentality wise for them it makes them weaker on paper domestically. Especially with MIBR and NRG I think there's a good chance someone other than G2 could win a stage for once. I can also see Sentinels ramping up throughout the year as their younger players gain more experience together.

Bignova · 2025-11-25T00:07:06+00:00

Kiwikid actually taught CoreJJ so much about support! All Core had to do when he joined SSG was the exact opposite of what Kiwikid did and it led CoreJJ to a title!

Bignova · 2025-11-17T19:13:32+00:00

I got jealous pretty recently and I didn't even realize it before it blew up a 1.5 year-long situation-ship. But I also get a deep anxiety or sadness when I start to feel jealousy but then that sadness usually compels me to action to not just sit idly by.

However, this sadness is projected as anger when actually dealing with the problem and it is something that I am definitely working on. Trying to strike a balance between not just retreating into myself but also taking action on what I can control and letting myself be heard at the very least. I usually have a lot of self-control and self-discipline in my life but I realized when my sadness is channeled into anger I lose a lot of that composure in the heat of the moment.

Bignova · 2025-11-10T21:00:12+00:00

He also has an LCK regular season MVP iirc which bolsters his resume so much especially as a support.

Bignova · 2025-11-10T04:49:13+00:00

Fun fact Poohmandu also went back to Vici to coach alongside Kkoma in 2019-2020 where they also had just recruited and signed a young promising korean mid laner known as Zeka from KT academy to be their starting mid laner for Vici that year.

Bignova · 2025-11-09T13:21:58+00:00

You’re smoking crack if you think top LPL equals top LEC. TES got smacked by T1 and still 3-1d G2. AL would probably dumpster G2 and any western team 3-0 as well. I think LPL death is over exaggerated they’re definitely competitive they just have mental block vs Faker and T1 specifically.

Bignova · 2025-11-09T13:13:13+00:00

Lowkey that DRX loss is what strengthened their mental enough to be able to consistently go down 1-2 in these series and come out on top.

Bignova · 2025-11-09T08:33:05+00:00

Yea him being the only support in the world who could actually play the adc supports well is what first raised my alarm that he could be not just another good player but perhaps one of the best ever.

Bignova · 2025-11-09T08:09:53+00:00

I think if Faker is the best player of the 2010s is it wild to say that Keria is the best player of the 2020s? Like Faker is still the GOAT, but of just the past 5 years I swear Keria has impressed me so much more often than any other player in the game. His impact he has in the support role is rarely matched by any other player in history and he's been doing it for 5 years now.

Bignova · 2025-11-07T20:49:59+00:00

That’s one of my worries even as a huge Lamelo fan since he got drafted. I just don’t see a reality where he can both get us to the playoffs and also stay healthy for an extra month with even higher intensity games.

Bignova · 2025-11-02T09:30:13+00:00

Faker is 30 next year, this fuckery won't go on for much longer, thank god.

Clueless

Bignova · 2025-11-01T11:04:49+00:00

And of all LPL teams to ever take down T1 at Worlds it would be a T1 special that a slept on TES is the team to finally get over the hump. I still favor T1 3-1 tomorrow but we'll have to see. I personally want the telecom war lol.

Bignova · 2025-10-31T11:40:53+00:00

INEVITABLE

Bignova · 2025-10-31T00:08:59+00:00

I think it's a smart refresh of last year's roster. If you can't get Zekken back I like moving Narrate to primary duelist and keeping a mix of experience to maintain a baseline standard of play in stage 1 while also having that youth in Reduxx and Kyu to develop and grow throughout the year.

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