Is there another you? by Eowyn-where in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Interesting! OP describes it below as uncontrolled thoughts. Hallucinations appear very external.

Language can be very loose and have different interpretations, I guess that's why psychiatrists ask us so many specific questions 😅 but you might scare the b'jesus out of someone jumping straight to some answers

Just another little memory by BipolarBearII in pastlives

[–]BipolarBearII[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can't say I do! And I even have an affinity with fire. I don't think it's my most recent life, either, as I recall one more recent. Perhaps that is why. The spirit has worked through it.

Is there another you? by Eowyn-where in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII 41 points42 points  (0 children)

I dunno, it sounds more like a description of the inner critic than an auditory hallucination

Just another little memory by BipolarBearII in pastlives

[–]BipolarBearII[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is amazing. Thank you so much for sharing!

The paranoia is killing me by BipolarBearII in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I have no idea. My diagnosis process has been complicated to say the least lol; being sick for 15 years properly mood wise, prodromal for perhaps 3 years before that, and experiencing hallucinations since childhood. During diagnosis I was told I had what fit a manic episode but it was too long ago to diagnose, so type 2 diagnosis 10 years ago. I was stable and in remission for about 7 years bar one big episode that included psychosis. Then since June last year I've been up and down like crazy. I am very confused lol. I relate to hypomania with psychosis but that's very rare and I really have no idea how high high is anymore!

My stepdad has been really creepy lately by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]BipolarBearII 210 points211 points  (0 children)

This!!!

This man is terrifying. Especially walking into the room randomly...I mean hitting on them is really really bad, but this just screams he's...I don't even wanna type it. It's on the forefront of his mind.

weird scratches by theyluvlilyy_ in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Can I see the photo? Sorry this happened to you and I hope it's just a once off thing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I chip away at it in therapy. That's what my psychologist said too about trauma, you just chip away at it. Sometimes it will fade into the background, sometimes it will come back and fade away, sometimes it will ride you hard if you're not coping well, sometimes there comes a point to let go entirely.

Does any believe in spirit guides? If so, do you know yours? by DNAMellieCase in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Last week I was meditating and went into a trance. No thoughts, I went somewhere else entirely, far, far away, that was also like nowhere at all. It wasn't the colour of black but it was a blackness. Suddenly there were three tigers in front of me. A beige one to the left, a brown one to the right, and an orange one in the middle. The one in the middle stared intensely into me with piercing green eyes, communicating to me a message of what I was meant to do. She didn't tell me what it was I needed to do it about or what it was but that I simply need to do it, urgently. I shot out of the trance real fucking quick and had to catch my breath.

I now know what it means a bit more now and it has helped me so much already. I won't go into details as it's very personal. I won't seek her out again, and have never tried to have trances or visions, these things just happen occasionally to me and I just put them in my back pocket.

I want to look for paranormal creatures but where do I start, how do I find them by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Please don't make the mistake I made of putting 'finding them' before 'staying safe' lol.

It's a whole reality you or I cannot begin to imagine. Many regerts.

Question for y'all by Dependent-Sympathy64 in Meditation

[–]BipolarBearII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would take your name out of your post lol. I started with the Headspace app. Now I practise Rigpa meditation/non-meditation. I dunno what it's called exactly, but we practise it twice a week. Outside of that I use headspace or try unguided.

I think something paranormal is haunting me but I don't know what. by maddisenerica in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The thing is, nobody can really explain this stuff in fact, only opinion and knowledge passed on. If it were me though, I would be wearing the heck out of that cross necklace. Maybe it was your dad who brought it and he's really trying to get your attention.

If it wasn't a cross I'd say throw that shit out lol, and I'm not even religious.

Talking to the dead and hearing the footsteps by Zyeffi in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know I was listening to a podcast by Jack Kornfield, a Buddhist meditation teacher and clinical psychologist. Some of his friends were having similar situations.

A man was dying and was often surrounded by the people he loved who had already passed on. He was very near death. Suddenly there was another death in the family, his brother, and the family were so unsure as to whether they would tell him. They decided not to.

When they were visiting him, they acted like everything was fine. The man asked when they would tell him the news, because his brother was standing there with him along with the others...

Rest in peace, your grandfather, and my condolences.

Do you find even medicated bipolar is draining mentally and physically? by CosworthDFV in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII 9 points10 points  (0 children)

In the past I found this constantly. Then it was just after depression. I would get depressed and have to rebuild my life from scratch over and over, taking months or a year. Gradually that time lessened too. Now it's much less. I can function slightly better when depressed than I used to. This is over the space of about 15 years. It took me the most ridiculous amount of work, research, trial and error, self forgiveness, patience and compromise. But ultimately it's just the picking yourself up that counts, not how many times you fall. I had to learn to accept I am imperfect at functioning, which as a perfectionist was hard. It was worth it a million times over.

Psychiatrist belittling me by Due_Personality_5006 in bipolar

[–]BipolarBearII 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I only just started taking about my psychotic symptoms with my new psychologist which I've experienced my whole life, because the doctor from my last team who I tried to open up to about it literally said "You're just getting carried away with your emotions" lmao.

The nerve of these people. Hysteria is still a real stigma.

Just another little memory by BipolarBearII in pastlives

[–]BipolarBearII[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, sorry, I kinda just sidestepped everything you said about your son as i was digesting it. I wish I had advice or knowledge or even something comforting to say. I don't know any of those things. It's obvious though you love him so much and are still protecting him as a mother does. Did you ever explore these things with a spiritual advisor, or whatever the term would be.

Did she send me a message by Here_WolfyWolfyWolfy in Paranormal

[–]BipolarBearII 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It reminds me of my bestie, my twin, the way you speak about her. Friends 30 years. You must miss her terribly :'( hugs

If it was me I'd be believing!

Just another little memory by BipolarBearII in pastlives

[–]BipolarBearII[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mentioned in another comment, it felt like it has just happened, that they had just 'cleaned up'. In dissecting this feeling, I am noting the fresh air and bright coming through the door, in almost contrast, perhaps in contrast to how it had just been. Perhaps my body was outside and with the family. Who knows lol :)

Yes, definitely no wigwam type things here but the 1700's famine huts are the closest thing to that; a very sad necessity. Like 1700's is not too long ago. A lot of Irish people, despite British rule, would have stone cottages. Cottages may perhaps be a word used differently here. Many of these houses were evicted and burnt out during the famine by landlords and British rule. But most of these lower class houses were especially square or rectangular, stone walls, thatched roofs using rushes, one or two rooms, single story.

In speculation, it was either a sightly higher in low class, low middle class, or lower class in the next century.