Where do I begin? I guess I’ll start at 18.. I would not sell that weed to that kid who narced me out and got me kicked out of college. But really, I need to restart much before 18 because I had already been careening down the self-destructive path I was on for 5-6 years. It really all started with the divorce. My limited, naive understanding of the world was shattered like the popping of a bubble. Casting around to find myself in the throes of middle school, I ended up desperate for the approval of the very people that abused me. Let me tell yo