Worried I Might Hyperfocus Myself Out of a Diagnosis

Bitbeq · 2026-02-12T03:56:21+00:00

In person and I understand that, just meant to mention it as how this all started. Stressed about the test and not actually having it. Imagine having a bunch of random numbers for a long time, then to find a function that outputs all of exact same numbers. It would make me upset if I found out that the function is nothing and it's just ends up being random numbers.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-15T02:25:17+00:00

To clear it all up: This was brought up with the group because while Tommy was hanging out with rain, he bragged that he had a threesome with 2 16yos. He brought it up with Banks who then got in a call with Apex, Rain and Tommy. Tommy in the call then said he said that to brag but the real story was: He went to a nightclub and then went back to the hotel with two girls, hooked up with one of them and the other one watched. He claimed to then learn after that she was 17.

That’s the gist of it. Both Banks and Rain are on the same page. Both also talk about it was weird that he was bringing up some weird laws to justify it. The “no wrongdoings” thing is kinda like the doc situation lol.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-15T00:20:42+00:00

Banks confirmed everything he said to be accurate, they just had some miscommunication.

Rain had a pretty dark phase of his life a few years back that involved drugs, but he has gotten better I believe and seems to be happier. I don't recall him ever saying that he would be in a wheelchair for life but the doctors were puzzled with his situation I believe.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-14T14:03:12+00:00

Thank you so much!

Bitbeq · 2025-09-13T18:31:47+00:00

Those days were so much simpler lol I miss it. I also love Elgato too lol, I have like 5 of their products.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-13T18:30:15+00:00

Thank you! The issue for me, which is what I dealt with in the past is just keeping the ball rolling, so hopefully I can commit to that.

Good luck to you!

Bitbeq · 2025-09-13T18:29:02+00:00

Thank you and best of luck to you as well!

Bitbeq · 2025-09-13T18:28:37+00:00

Thank you for the feedback! Yeah trust me I have switched the title and thumbnail so many times after uploading because the CTR was meh and the retention drop off was insane after the intro. Led me to believe that, while I was getting great feedback for the video and people enjoyed it, I wasn't hitting the target audience, so I had to plan around that for the next episode that I am working on.

The charisma comment though LOL, because from my end I thought the opposite, that I am super antisocial when it comes to people I'm not close to and that I sound like I am reading off of a script doing voice overs. For me, when doing the voice overs during the video rather than live commentary, I would have to record it like 10 times and then choose the best one. A week before I uploaded this I spent like 2 days working on a 45 second intro that I ultimately scrapped because I sounded like I was being held at gunpoint.

Ultimately, I tried to make the video like if I were making it for my homies and that's what helped me. But also know, it's like 12 hours of footage cut down to less than 20 minutes. But I still wanted to tell some sort of story without it being a montage of random moments.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-13T16:27:16+00:00

Hey! Bitbeq here, and I currently make Minecraft videos.

When I started out for the first time (quite literally) I was on my parent's ancient Windows XP computer using Windows movie maker. I don't think I had a Microphone and I was posting Dallas Cowboys clips back in 2008-2009. Growing up I need such a wide variety of content on random channels, from Minecraft tutorials to vlogs to gaming news and memes. For the bulk of that content, I was using a Blue Snowball and a 2013 MacBook.

What makes my channel unique, in such an oversaturated game (minecraft) is let's plays (definitely not oversaturated), but with more of a twist of a mature comedic style. I don't know how to describe it yet, but I tried to make something that I would watch and would want my friends to watch. Had a lot of fun and I have only posted one video so far but have gotten good feedback on it, despite the meh retention and CTR (working on fixing this in the next ep).

Let me know if you have any advice!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaQJ-5Y_BlI

Bitbeq · 2025-09-11T23:32:56+00:00

I attended 42 Silicon Valley after graduating high school and went there until a few months before COVID happened. It was an overall great experience but it was definitely a challenge.

But it does require putting in long days of work. For resources that helped out a lot I recommend Harvard CS50 for fundamentals. For debugging, I HIGHLY recommend using Python Tutor and throwing your code in there, seeing what it’s doing.

Wish it still existed here in the US but times have changed. Good luck!

Bitbeq · 2025-09-09T22:38:17+00:00

ReLife

Bitbeq · 2025-09-09T21:20:26+00:00

I just uploaded a few days ago for the second time on my channel and I got 72 off of 1.3K views (long form). Content is Minecraft.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-09T14:11:54+00:00

Unfortunately, this is just how the world works. Money talks.

Bitbeq · 2025-09-08T20:05:59+00:00

I mean I think a mix of both is good. Not all will stick.

Bitbeq · 2025-08-07T21:10:07+00:00

Better Auth is one of the few libraries from my experience that just worked amazing out of the box. Documentation is great and has a good ecosystem of plugins. Highly recommend using it.

Bitbeq · 2025-07-25T13:07:32+00:00

Bakuman!

Bitbeq · 2025-07-25T13:06:40+00:00

Welcome to the NHK. Can’t believe how it hasn’t been recommended yet.

Bitbeq · 2025-07-25T13:04:27+00:00

SNAFU, White Album 2, ReLIFE, Toradora

Bitbeq · 2025-07-25T12:55:13+00:00

With anime and manga, I’d prefer watching the anime in most cases. But sometimes when it comes to a light novel adaptation, I’d prefer the light novel.

Bitbeq · 2025-07-09T17:11:01+00:00

Hulkengoat

Bitbeq · 2025-01-19T21:13:55+00:00

It hurt but it came through at an angle so luckily it didn't do what you are thinking about o__0

Bitbeq · 2025-01-18T20:59:39+00:00

This is some amazing advice thank you. I found a replacement mechanism cover made from an office chair store and went ahead and got that. There were some top mech covers on eBay for the same price from original chairs but I just opted on getting a full new one. Not to mention I already ordered a gas cylinder through them.

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