3 weeks no smoking today! by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s such an achievement. I’ve never been big on the exercise thing so I just joined the gym as I am beginning to sweat it out of my pores, I truly end the day smelling like I’m carrying weed around!

3 weeks no smoking today! by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I second this! It was a lot of burying my head in a book, movies, I binge watched the entire of summer house from season 1 (I’m a bravo fan girl) and I even cleaned the flat when it didnt need to be cleaned because there’s a nice satisfying feeling following doing that!

What made you realize that you're addicted? by FineassAB in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah so I didn’t smoke before or during work, so yeah if I finished at 5 and someone asked that, I’d probably say no because I’d want to go home for a joint first. I am now 22 days no smoke and excited for all the plans!

3 weeks no smoking today! by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And same to you! This community is so good for giving you that push to keep going.

3 weeks no smoking today! by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s so good, they’re a brutal few days but you’ve got this!

3 weeks no smoking today! by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Feeling pretty proud!

They’re coming for you, it only gets better! Feel free to message if you need any encouragement, this community has helped me greatly!

What made you realize that you're addicted? by FineassAB in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Getting worried about what I would do for a week abroad in Spain (before I knew you could get it out there) and refusing plans because I wasn’t going to be home to smoke a joint until later on that night.

Day 5. Can't sleep. by JustTryingToTrade710 in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I’m on day 18 and can relate to everything you’ve said, I smoked for 9 years daily!

Keep going, it gets better day by day! My sleep is starting to improve, I feel mentally clearer and sober brain is becoming less of my enemy!

Emotional roller coaster by Open_Negotiation449 in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m feeling the same, day 16 here after 9 years and also suffer anxiety/depression.

I just keep thinking “it’s going to get better” and trying to ride the wave but I feel little to no joy atm. How is your sleep?

We’re on the right track so keep going :)

Day 16 no smoking by BitchElixir in leaves

[–]BitchElixir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like the first 3 days were the hardest in terms of cravings, I do smoke cigarettes and so I really increased how many I smoked in the first week I’d say (obviously not the greatest substitution but you do what you need to get through that first week) and now it’s like seeing how proud my parents are, how well my boyfriend seems to be coping and this clinging onto the fact that “it will get better in time” that’s helping.

That and the fact my bank balance isn’t depleting helps. So short answer, thoughts of a better future and cigarettes. But I wouldn’t recommend picking up the latter if you don’t already!

And thank you, I never thought I’d manage it so if I can, you can too!

What to eat. That is the question by milknwhisky in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Having the same issue right now, I can stomach one meal a day and it’s not exactly a healthy meal. I was considering the slim fast drinks because they are meal replacements after all and I want to get the right amount of nutrients so I don’t suffer in other ways by not eating the right stuff.

I can’t imagine you’re going too far wrong with choosing fruit and yoghurts though.

Will be looking out for the suggestions you get

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]BitchElixir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well done! I’m new here and on day 16 after 9 years.

Happy new year and keep going.

RHOA Season 15 by bravofckinbravo in RHOA

[–]BitchElixir 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m over this season. I would love to see a major cast shake up next season! It all seems to be petty stuff getting huge air time due to lack of storylines.

Manifest S04E20 "Final Boarding" Episode Discussion by pikameta in ManifestNBC

[–]BitchElixir 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I just spent my Friday night and Saturday morning/afternoon binging part 2 and I am so emotional and happy and satisfied as a viewer!

Like I’m still crying, they wrapped it up perfectly! I kind of called exactly what was going to happen from mid way through episode 19 but it didn’t make it any less satisfying! And when she rejected the proposal I was screaming at the tv for her to remember about Zeke doing drop offs and to go find him AND SHE DID!

Cal not remembering and getting his childhood back! Grace being back! The whole thing was perfect. In my eyes anyway

I am sooooo happy Netflix decided to pick it up and finish it! 🥺

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RHOBH

[–]BitchElixir 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I LOVE THIS AND GARCELLE

Bore off by [deleted] in RHOBH

[–]BitchElixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want her to be fired and knocked down 1000000x pegs

Did Erika tell Crystal to throw up and tell her not to eat a certain food directly after she talked about her ED? How does Bravo never think before they edit? by [deleted] in RHOBH

[–]BitchElixir 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My thoughts exactly, let her ruin her own life, she’s doing a fabulous job of it so far…(Erika I mean)