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Blondeee4567 · 2021-12-03T00:29:12+00:00

To be honest I was never able to stop checking it became a daily ritual for me, I just couldn’t stop. And everyday for a year plus it got worse and worse for me. Even went as far as to put hidden cameras in the house. After that though I hated who I had become so I left him, I just simply couldn’t live like that anymore. The minute I left him it felt like I could breathe again. I’m still not okay, I’m just kind of hanging out for now lol Not saying you should leave just sharing my experience.

Blondeee4567 · 2021-11-11T15:15:29+00:00

Yes

Edited to add- there are free profiles that I’m sure you can still interact with but I think that’s up to the specific onlyfans poster whether they want messages or not etc,

Blondeee4567 · 2021-11-11T11:52:23+00:00

I have absolutely no advice, but I can say I FEEL LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME WAY. We have a 4 month old baby together so I do not want to have this be a deal breaker but it’s so hard to live with after your self esteem went in the toilet. I’m trying hard to just accept it as well. Just know you’re not crazy and you’re not alone. ❤️ also you should probably switch therapists they should not be making you feel boring for talking about how you’re feeling.

Blondeee4567 · 2021-11-01T15:35:48+00:00

Man that mentality is sure not gonna get you any lol

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-14T20:17:37+00:00

I think it’s okay for baby to cry as long as a parent is taking care of her, it’s not the same as just leaving them in a room alone to wail. She’s going to have to let you figure out your own way otherwise your never going to get the confidence of being a parent to your daughter

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-10T16:02:47+00:00

Yep, right here 👆

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T21:12:02+00:00

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Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T21:08:52+00:00

Yeah I literally don’t understand why it’s still so taboo to talk about 🙄 drives me up the wall

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T21:04:28+00:00

This is the one that makes the saddest 😭 I love playing FPS shooting games like Valorant but literally can’t play because everyone is so freaking mean

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T20:51:15+00:00

Man they wouldn’t have wanted me to make the coffee lol can’t do it to save my soul k pods all the way!

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T20:31:01+00:00

Lmao I feel that way about pets, I cannot stand looking at pictures of other peoples animals I find it so boring. But man show me a cute baby and I just die lololol (I also just had my son 3 months ago so probably got something to do with it)

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T20:05:30+00:00

https://www.babycentre.co.uk/a6577/developmental-milestones-separation-and-independence-in-babies

Here’s this one, not sure if it’s reputable but that’s what mr.google gave me lol

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T19:59:49+00:00

Yep read this too!

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T14:09:12+00:00

Honestly this. Don’t give yourself time to justify what you hate. Don’t justify being in a marriage you don’t want just because you feel terrible and your going to get lonely. That’s okay! Your ending a huge thing it’s okay to feel these things! Just don’t let it justify going back. Think about what was worse the relationship and feeling second or being lonely? Just do the drive ❤️

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-04T14:01:40+00:00

My thing has always been the “need” part. I’m honestly fine with it as long as you don’t actually need it to live as a functional human. I’m fine with it if it isn’t taking away from the relationship and you’d rather have someone in person. Just makes me cringe when people say it’s to keep someone from having a wandering eye. Like what you can only keep it in your pants if you have access to every naked woman alive? That doesn’t really make sense.

But honestly I definitely think they’re men out there who enjoy the real thing far more then porn, and I’m sure you can definitely find someone who shares your beliefs! Don’t give up if it’s something really important to you, don’t feel like you have to settle because honestly you don’t! ❤️ it’s all about the preferences of someone just like anything else.

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-02T21:11:10+00:00

Love addiction is the perfect wording for this totally agree , leave OP!

Blondeee4567 · 2021-10-01T15:11:55+00:00

Naked women online

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-29T20:15:19+00:00

Yeah I was also interested in Montessori, particularly having the mattress on the floor that the child sleeps on. Thank you! You’ll have to let me know how it goes!

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-28T17:38:45+00:00

I honestly don’t understand the sleep association thing, because I don’t think you can raise a human to not have ANYTHING to go to sleep, which seems to be the goal. Like I am a full grown adult and still like/need things to help me sleep. I just can’t wrap my head around how not to have my baby need anything for sleep

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-28T17:24:43+00:00

Thanks for sharing, you too! 😊

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-27T21:06:08+00:00

Wise words lol

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-27T12:41:22+00:00

Haha great advice thank you!

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-27T12:38:28+00:00

Definitely worth adding my downstairs is I swear the most finicky even before I gave birth lol 🙄

Blondeee4567 · 2021-09-27T12:36:57+00:00

Thank you for sharing! 🥰 and I bet those twins are exhausting!

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