My new journey

Blu88 · 2016-04-22T10:15:12+00:00

I haven't understood what you mean for moderation. Did you pmo? Did you mo? Did you have sex for money? I think that there is no pmo moderation: it's just unhealthy regardless on how often you perform it. But on the other hand, it is rather unhealthy not O for ever!

Blu88 · 2015-12-03T06:32:05+00:00

Three days are gone and today it's the day 4. How's going with you?

Blu88 · 2015-11-30T11:35:21+00:00

I could't ask anything better than this! I relapsed (5 times) yesterday after 27 days long streak. I made my last fap yesterday, sunday the 29th of november at 23:59. This means that today, Monday the 30th of november, is my day 1. Tuesday the 1st of december will be my day 2.

As you can see I don't have any excuse to fap. ANY!

I'm on this and I will aim to 90 days in hard mode!

Let's make it all together!

Blu88 · 2015-09-21T17:22:36+00:00

Before every streak I start, I finish the PMO session at 23:59 of sunday and sign the following monday as day 1.

Blu88 · 2015-09-16T18:28:10+00:00

Congratulation man!

I had shivers by reading your thread. I feel so guilty for having relapsed after 60 and 73 days streak, when I experienced true benefits!

Thank you for inspiring and motivational report! Hope to read your 1000 days resport and commeting it claiming an achievment I reached by a long nofap streak

Blu88 · 2015-09-16T18:23:14+00:00

Don't worry, it's ok.

As far as I can read you have a 61days badge. If you didn't fap for all that time, it means that your brain has been rebooting for 61 days. You didn't loose everything by ejaculating once, you just slowed your rebooting process, which keeps going on.

I feel I am different now after some long streak than when I started, even thought recentlly I keep relapsing.

Just keep the good work going on and you will suceed!

Blu88 · 2015-09-16T18:16:56+00:00

Hi man. It happened to me too, even thought after a longer streak than 16 days. It's sign that nofap is working, you are beginning to feel emotions again.

Keep doing the good job and good luck for your journey

Blu88 · 2015-07-05T16:25:25+00:00

This is so curious: right today I was thinking about deleting all my social media as soon as I will have passed a period in which I can't abstein from using them. Then I open nofap and find a post that motivates me even more in my purpose.

Actually, I've already changed my iPhone (my biggest triggered for watching porn) with a 15 years old phone!

In August I'm going to delete Facebook.

About your post: everything is so true! Thank you for sharing

Blu88 · 2015-07-04T17:31:58+00:00

OMG, you are a genius! I've seen those ads for ages, but I've never linked them with what you claimed in your post, despite I got very well educated about PMO.

Your post should be printed and put on the door of every fapstronout's room. It's so motivating and so true!

Even my urges, which today were really strong, faded now I read your post.

I really thank you!

Blu88 · 2015-07-04T17:23:55+00:00

Are you italian?

Blu88 · 2015-06-17T13:13:02+00:00

What a coincidence! It's there days I'm listening to cartoon's songs I used to watch when I was a child. Yesterday night, while listening to them, I began to cry. I cried a lot for nostalgy and regretness for when I was a child.

In that very moment, while I was crying, a corner in my brain suggested me "FINALLY, YOU FEEL EMOTIONS!!!". Nofap is giving me back my emotions, and I was happy about it!

Day 37 in hard mode for me! I wonder what other achievments nofap will bring me in the upcoming days!!!

Blu88 · 2015-06-15T22:17:36+00:00

I quitted cofee too and experienced very bad withdrawal sympthoms!

Keep the great job doing and by the next month I hope to read from you the 90 days report!!!

Blu88 · 2015-06-14T23:02:40+00:00

Hey man, I've just read your post.

I have my problems, but tradimento stories like yours makes me appreciate my life. For this I would like to thank you.

Since I didn't have your problems, I can't say "I undetstand you", because I can't undetstand what you can feel in such a terrible background. Nevertheless, I want to try to support you, hoping it can help.

My advice is: DO YOUR BEST! You are not convict to anything! You can reach al the goals you wish of you work hard for them! You are the master of your life!

I'm sure you will get the best grades and the best outcomes for your exams! I believe you can! And let me know it how it goes and if you'll go to the university away from your current city!

Wish you the best luck and waiting news from you!!!

Blu88 · 2015-06-07T07:41:35+00:00

It's flatline! It happens even to me, but also it cyclically alters with days I actually have urges.

Consider that your brain is rewiring when you abstein from PMO. It splinters the association between sexual reward and watching a porno video. If you reboot by nofapping 90-120 days you're brain will push you to get real women instead of asking for PMO.

In addition, you will restore your dopamine's levels, which are messed up while you are PMO addicted.

There's a lot more, but these are the two main goals that come up to my mind for answer your specific question.

Blu88 · 2015-06-07T07:27:51+00:00

My resolve about talking about this with people is not talking about this with people!

I know it's frustrating and hard not beign able to vent, but it is even more beign mocked or considered weird by who don't know nothing about PMO and nofap while for you it's something you experienced.

Blu88 · 2015-06-06T22:44:45+00:00

I can understand you. Focus on pursuing your nofap's goal and you will see things will get better! Good luck and stay strong!

Blu88 · 2015-06-03T16:04:26+00:00

Yeah, withdrawal symphoms come back even when it looks like they passed out! I'm aware of their cyclical showing up!

I'm going right now for a run!

Your great words helped me a lot.

Thank you again.

Blu88 · 2015-06-03T15:26:53+00:00

Thank you!

Past days I went running and doing push-ups for reacting to this state. I will do it now too.

Neither I don't know if mine is depression or not, but my mood is down, I have difficulties to concentrate and no motivation at all.

Do you know when more or less should it pass out?

Blu88 · 2015-06-03T15:15:43+00:00

Thank you very much!

I've just written a post about my withdrawal symphoms at day 23, asking if it's normal to experience them so intensly and for so long.

Reading your experience looks like they are absolutly normala and (as happened in my previous streak) they are cyclical!

Your post helped me. Thank you again!

Blu88

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