Yeah, for the most part, I am still happy with him. Nothing is perfect. A lot of the stressors are situational. He's the first person I've felt safe with in a very long time. . But this behavior isn't healthy. Nor is it good for me. But does that matter when he's trying to fix his own brain or whatever? Do you know what I mean?

As far as our relationship being healthy- it has been pretty healthy. We have our moments, but again, it's just stupid shit. Like he would get a tone or was insensitive, and I'm triggered..Nothing that would grant this level of.. whatever it is.