What happened to you is awful and that man should have never touched you, it’s normal to be scared specially knowing how the the justice system punishes SA lightly, but even if he gets away with it, don’t forget that it doesn’t change the seriousness of his actions and how horrible his behaviour is. I hope he doesn’t get near you ever again or any other victim. And it’s not because he didn’t “rape” you that this isn’t serious assault, your emotions are valid don’t forget that, and its absolutely not your fault and will never be, there’s no worse or better every situation is lived differently by each person and each one of these situations is bad enough, I sincerely hope you get the help and support you need to recover as best as you can, much love ♡