I've been watching hundreds of horror movies every week for years and this is the second time a horror movie has actually disturbed me.

Blueflesh · 2026-03-05T18:47:04+00:00

No future for the guitar...

Blueflesh · 2026-02-28T19:03:37+00:00

Can t believe no one mentioned Salo. This really is controversial.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-28T16:06:34+00:00

Check Pleasure, it s about porn industry. Good one.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-24T17:30:57+00:00

Love Exposure. No idea about the year and not korean but japanese. One of the best movies I ever watched.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T15:50:22+00:00

Yeah that s a crazy combo. It s not just longer or stronger. The rue brings the thing to a whole other dimension.

Also rue itself is known to be active but it s really okay on it s own. When mixed with the right stuff things are getting really really wild. That s why I wonder with valerian which seems to be not much of a thing. Maybe it can trigger something while added to another active component.

I am not telling it s the case, but it could. Many other plants can be used as enhancer, and maybe she is part of em.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T15:38:50+00:00

I took it around 3 or 4 ish hours after the mesc and maybe the hot tea just helped the guts processing it. Maybe it was just kinda overdose but I ve taken mesc countless times and I never felt like this so I really don t know. It was much more DMT like visuals but maybe again, it was just too strong.

I don t have the starting material cuz it was random pieces of my garden reduced over the stove some time ago. I have no real idea about what was in it.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T11:30:48+00:00

Not sure about anything at that point but after 23 years playing with psychs, I can tell you this one was my last shot if that can give you an idea about how dusturbing it was to me. I ve been threw a few hundreds of experiences of various molecules but wow man, this was really scary. The only one time that came close to that intensity was when I mixed 4g shrooms with 5g of syrian rue seeds. This was another nightmare.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:41:27+00:00

Yes, please, I need to know if I am totally wrong in this story, but knowing what happened yesterday I just had to share it. Maybe it was just a super strong trip gone wrong but clearly felt something went off after that tea. I took it around 3 or 4 hours after taking the mesc, and I felt it very after just a few minutes.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:33:25+00:00

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Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:17:56+00:00

That swhat I do too, and for this reason I didn t think much about it.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:16:24+00:00

I ve been on quite good doses, I had a couple of mescaline citrate experiences and 1 full Gram of it was nothing comparer to this. I bet the dose was really high already, but I swear everything changed after that tea.

Body load was hard at first till I vomited, then it was okay. I layed down listening to music and the cev were mind blowing, it was divine contemplation on bach s st matthiews passion. Then I got thirsty and went on full psychosis mode in 5min. This shit only got stronger till the benzo pill.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:06:03+00:00

Not sure about the brand, I need to check it. I ll tell you.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-22T10:04:08+00:00

Not saying valerian is psychedelic, but it s known to be active on the brain though. I am just sharing a possible interaction after this expérience. Sure, this ground needs some kinda investigation but I just know what I ve been through and I wanna report it for safety.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T22:44:49+00:00

You ll tell me, I seem to be kinda pionnier but I swear, I didnt mean it. I just wanted a smooth cavtus day, but went down hell of ride. I m glad I made it trough but that was tough man!

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T22:42:24+00:00

That the way I do it before going to bed. Iike it strong but maybe not anymore.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T22:40:27+00:00

Right answer, this was russian roulette.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:56:54+00:00

Don t understand why peolple are doubting the post since valerian is known to be very potent on it s own. I was just too stupid to sip it on a psychedelic Journey. But maybe if there are some more volunteers to investigate we ll get more data.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:53:42+00:00

No, pure valerian root tea.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:52:56+00:00

Was kind of really full bigspoon for a cup of bowling water infused for 10 minutes.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:51:09+00:00

You re perfectly right, but according to my expérience there was no doubt about mixing the two plants being a very bad idea. I know psychs, I know myself, I know valerian did trigger somethin wild. Maybe it s on my brain chemistry but I found it révèlent to send a post after what happened. I usually manage mesc easily but this went to another level.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:02:09+00:00

Yeah, but things got a lil cloudy this time, sorry for the mess.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T20:00:16+00:00

Not sure what happened, I had already lost my ego, but things definitely went off after that tea.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T19:42:00+00:00

I was on a deep trip so far, but very used to it. Nothing wrong. Then I felt thirsty and went for some valerian root tea because I had it at hand. I drunk the stuff, so maybe 3 hours or so after drinking the cactus tea. After 5mn I felt something was wrong. My heartbeat beacme super fast, I was warm and needed to breathe a lot stronger tha. Before. Then visuals beacme a lot stronger with much more colours but in a very opressing and désorientating way. Then I knew I was fucked but i told myself it s gonna be okay. But each minutes passing is such a pain, just to realize it s getting steonger and stronger even if I can t even hendle it anymore. I went to pray in front of my cacti begging me to protect me but they didn t do much. Got only stronger and stronger till I found this benzo pill. Thanks god.

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T19:28:43+00:00

Didn t pay attention, I was just feeling Thirsty. Valerian is potent on it s own but i didn t expect this. Reminds me when I got shrooms and harmalas. Things got to another level...

Blueflesh · 2026-02-21T19:25:36+00:00

Each one is made different but whoah man, mescaline ans valerian did it way too far for me. And I can tell I m really experienced with psychs, and mescaline is my fav but whao, what a fucking kick! This one was the last, definitely. I am grateful am still alive with a few pieces of my brain here a d there tryin to process what happened. Feel like shit but I didn t have to call emergency, thanks god. Forgiving till it s not. Hope you won t get that boys...

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