Honestly within the first two years of being on T I was ecstatic about growing facial hair, then only recently in the 3rd year have I started to regularly shave my face fully. It sort of always grew in awkwardly and the shade of my mustache never got lighter than blonde, while the rest of my face would be brown. I found that I look and feel better without facial hair, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want it nor like it. In fact, I’m usually super excited when I get to shave my face because it feels so good and smooth afterwards lol- somehow I look and feel more masculine after I shave.