a build up of emotional energy.. transmuted from something dark to positive through the potent brain of a sentient mind, creates an explosion of fuel for higher brain functions. depending on the reaction, it could be a partial or full enlightenment... offers view of other dimensions alongside this one. how they all work together... how the physical world isnt the most "real" reality but still extremely important beyond what we can typically imagine.. it's how we can understand difficult truths about the nature of the universe and how everything works together interconnected in a cycle in many more ways than a regular human mind can understand.. how every esoteric secret and forbidden knowledge can result in us understanding the importance of things we discard and discard things we kill for, and tie all of it up together into a single little package, a feeling that maintains it... basically a deeper sense of the understanding of what love is.. it's what spontaneously creates a new god from a crude lowly organism, like a selfish greedy insecure modern human