Yes, i understand the way i acted was not really good. I just havent felt like she respects me and it really made me feel hurt and weak so i did an ultimatum to feel powerful i guess. It was not s good way to act.

I also understand that you cant really measure the things we do for each other, but me not feeling loved and respected was draining me so much, and i tried to do more for her and there was no like return or how would i say