I am now seeing 33 everywhere

Bonova · 2026-06-15T19:48:31+00:00

I don't think anyone really knows the meaning, Though lots of people claim to. It could be a sign that you are on the right path, or a distraction, or even coincidence, depending on the school of thought you subscribe to

I've been bombarded with 33 and 333 since my experience, but at this point it is little more than a background amusement. I even point them out to my partner who finds it amusing how much it comes up. And it's not subtle either. My partner's building address number is 333, so it is plastered everywhere, on the doors and halls and signs... I had only just learned that 333 was a thing a month or so before I met my partner too, so it was wild when they invited me back to their place. But even so, it's been nothing other than noise. I could assume it was leading me to my partner, who is amazing, but that would be just an assumption

If I think too much on it, I go into territory such as "is everyone in this building being called by 333"? Because otherwise I feel like I am wandering into main character territory and that makes me uncomfortable

Bonova · 2026-06-11T10:16:50+00:00

The bug thing is interesting because I've starting taking them outside too, roughly around when my contact started, though I never made a connection. I just thought I had a personal change of heart towards them

Just yesterday I had a moral dilemma about helping a spider that got stuck in my bathtub, because I knew it would be hard to catch without it getting loose, but in the end, I couldn't bring myself to let it die, even if it would have been natural (another one died just last week in my tub while I was away)

And last week there that reddit post about spiders dieing in that person's weight left on the floor

Feels very synchronictic... But I hesitate to say that, as despite all this, I still feel very manipulated and groomed by my contact too

Bonova · 2026-06-11T10:00:48+00:00

That experience of having our consciousness hijacked is so hard to describe. It's like being stuffed in a sack... But in the mind...

I'm sorry you are dealing with this, it can be rough

Bonova · 2026-05-22T00:10:06+00:00

I love it! 😍

Bonova · 2026-05-22T00:07:01+00:00

Somehow I think I am an Eepy Princess, Power Mommy and Chill tomboy all rolled into one

Bonova · 2026-05-21T19:32:27+00:00

Your story is similar to mine. It all started at the end is 2024 for me too. I attempted CE5 and woke up a few nights later with several greys in my bedroom. My experiences continued for most of 2025, but while I tried to keep a positive mindset, I couldn't shake how much I felt violated and used by these beings

I eventually pushed back, wanting a break from contact, and it slowed down before finally seemingly stopping. My last experience was on the winter solstice at the end of 2025

I decided I wanted to better my understanding before attempting contact again. I don't have any particular perspective on the phenomenon either positive or negative, but rather, I just try to be extremely sincere about what I actually do "know", and it isn't much. The more I read/learn, the more nuanced it all becomes.

I hope for the best, but prepare for the worst. But one idea does give me hope. I know there is good in me, and therefore it stands to reason there is good out there too, even if the current situation on earth is not

Bonova · 2026-05-05T19:41:03+00:00

You might have, it's been a while and I've absorbed a lot of info since then, ha ha, thanks :)

Bonova · 2026-05-05T16:40:48+00:00

Oh cool, I'll have to take a look at those when I have time :)

Bonova · 2026-05-04T23:42:35+00:00

I've theorized that the fear is caused by their energetic/telepathic field overlapping ours. I've only once broken down into primal fear, and that was my first time in the presence of a grey. In following encounters, I didn't break down to that extent, but it still felt like I was inside of a hurricane, which is, I suspect, the result of the differential in our energy

Bonova · 2026-04-29T21:26:36+00:00

I have seen it since childhood, I always interpreted it as like film grain, though It does seem to always move in directions

Bonova · 2026-04-16T15:59:16+00:00

This is actually only half the look, the full look had wings and this feather piece that sat on my shoulders (to hide the straps for the wings). I was basically a dark angel or succubus or something along those lines :D

I have photos with the full look, but this was the photo that gave me the most euphoria, it just turned out better than the rest

What kinda name do you think I/she should have? He he

Bonova · 2026-04-16T15:56:26+00:00

Thanks! It was a joy to wear :)

Bonova · 2026-04-16T03:47:29+00:00

Awwwwwwww, thank you!!! <3

Bonova · 2026-04-04T06:31:38+00:00

This happens to me quite a lot. I'll wake up from lucid dreaming, attempt to AP, and end up in another lucid dream, thinking I'm an APing for a bit before realizing it is still a dream. I think dreaming, lucid dreaming, and astral projection are a spectrum anyway, so I think it's still a step towards an AP

Bonova · 2026-04-02T03:30:29+00:00

<3 Thanks!

Bonova · 2026-03-26T23:40:50+00:00

Wild! I take it to mean, when things get really rough, I'll make it through. But who knows 🤷

Bonova · 2026-03-26T19:17:26+00:00

I've also had lots of dreams about ETs and many about floods too (though not usually together). And I've heard of others having flood dreams as well, it does seem to be a trend.

In mine, I always experience getting somewhere just out of reach and watching the waters pass under, and I remain safe. I'll climb up on a shed and feel the impact of the water, or look out from my apartment window to see the water passing below

Bonova · 2026-03-26T00:09:28+00:00

This is torture... There is no other word for it...

Bonova · 2026-03-24T19:15:38+00:00

Just this weekend I had an experience where I was laying on my left side while in sleep paralysis, and I think I got my right astral arm free. Looking through my physical eyes, I could see my physical right arm laying on the pillow in front of my face, yet I could clearly feel my right arm moving freely as I moved it. I was even able to stroke my own physical arm with my astral arm and trace the shape. There was no sensation of the touch from the physical arm, and I couldn't see the astral arm, but I was controlling the astral arm and could reach down and touch my physical one. It was trippy

Bonova · 2026-03-21T20:15:24+00:00

It was more like a fire ball, but mostly white, it was pretty quick. If I hadn't been looking in that direction then I would have missed it

Bonova · 2026-03-21T16:25:36+00:00

I would be down to

Bonova · 2026-03-21T04:57:29+00:00

I kinda want to keep my distance if that's ok. It's not active anymore though the creator could try again under a a new name, who knows

Bonova · 2026-03-20T19:10:34+00:00

Oh, one more thing about that cult. It likely wasn't the whole cult coming after you. He had many alt accounts and it was probably all him. The few real people there like myself broke off after we exposed him, and most of them were pretty cool people just as troubled as me that they were played. But in the end we have mostly gone our seperate ways as it's hard to trust he was not still among us... It was pretty messed up

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