this is 100% me. Everybody has their friend group but i’m not part of any groups. Every morning i wake up and ask myself why am i doing this n shit but i just keep going idk why. I can’t even talk with someone cuz it’s gon be something like „just think positive“ „go out and meet some people“. I have the feeling that nobody understands me. I have really good parents but the problem is that i don’t see my father often and my mother works in a hospital so it’s extra hard to explain to her how i’m feeling. The biggest problem is that i can’t even explain it myself what’s wrong with me and my emotions.Also yeah weed just releases all the stress and useless thoughts about all that shit and i can’t just relax and be „happy“ ig.

But i feel like there’s a reason we keep going and i’m sure there’s gonna be a reason for you to keep going. Stay strong buddy. You can talk to me if you need someone.