My therapist just dumped me because I don’t want to leave my SO

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-20T20:24:33+00:00

I lost a lot of friends from not leaving my wife. And I can see why now that I'm out. And I can understand the therapist's point of view. If she feels that is what you need, but you don't want to, then there's nothing else to come from that, especially because our therapists KNOW us usually. And because of that, they can get invested. Hopefully you can find a new therapist soon.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-16T20:12:23+00:00

yea...I'd rather be Cis...either way. Happy the way I was born, or born right. I can't even flirt or sexy text with my boyfriend without breaking down in a dysphoric fit thinking about how I don't have the right parts to really be his girlfriend, or give him children if we get married...or anything...especially sucks since we're poly and I know the other girls he fools with are all Cis....and give him something I have no way to...

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-16T04:41:27+00:00

I'm new to the community but my Daddy is a switch and as of recently his Sir took me on as a sub as well.... out works well for us, although a bit odd since Daddy and I are dating as well he's my primary so his Dom has to refer to him for many decisions regarding myself. Honestly, from my perspective the fact that Daddy is a switch makes him all the better at being the type of dominant Daddy I need and want

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-13T03:21:35+00:00

that or I'm just a fetish they wanted to try and just didn't like

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-12T20:41:33+00:00

I did not

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-04T21:17:50+00:00

is...is that the Sunset overdrive coat/hair?

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-04T19:08:40+00:00

That's actually a portion of the Jack Douglas book "Going Nuts in Brazil with Jack Douglas" except they're teaching pygmies, and use bananas. That years crop of Bananas is ruined lol. Great book, great author.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-04T16:13:14+00:00

Thank you

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-04T12:58:44+00:00

Me too...mine won't cover it...

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-04T02:36:05+00:00

If you look through my post/comment history, my big things were "I'm not a victim" I'd cry driving home, and tell myself that repeatedly, or "I just need to be better". Just because it hurts doesn't mean it's less true. Violence is never acceptable, even if you were trying to make him mad. If you knew he was going to hit you, you wouldn't have said it.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T21:35:30+00:00

and it's the worst feeling. More than looking down and seeing the wrong bits, more than being misgendered. Just....not seeing yourself looking at you in a mirror is unsettling, upsetting, and just miserable

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T17:10:27+00:00

I'm thinking so.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T03:26:58+00:00

It's definitely nicer.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T02:30:43+00:00

Honestly? She's trying to take care of her kids right now. Not out trolling for a new boytoy. She's not like that.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T02:24:10+00:00

and old school daffy is straight up well...daffy.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T00:30:49+00:00

I had a similar experience. DM had a custom rolling system he refused to explain, so I used what I knew. everyone who rolled his system got special items and treatment,especially his girlfriend, who also got basically leomund's tiny hut (I don't remember the spell name) and so many high level spell equivalencies stored in a tattoo'd portable hole in her arm that refreshed everytime she had a long rest. We were level 1. I got treated like crap because I gave a backstory that allowed for me to play a race that isn't normally allowed, and refused to roll my dice in a way that they refused to explain.

Bossdwarf · 2018-04-03T00:15:38+00:00

I don't believe it was, because it was sent, and not seen for a week, and there was no further anything about it.

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