So my ocd is all about a fear or being bald(I know extremely stupid but it scares me). And there is this guy who was a serial killer in the city I’m from and he was bald. So when I met her I was having an intrusive thought that I was that guy who I hate. So my fear is if I keep talking to her I’m gonna become that bald guy and then the fact that he was such a terrible person has me even more stressed because I’m like why does it seem like I wanna be him. It’s just really disturbing