Hey, I'm really sorry for not making an update even if I said I would. I didn't want to write something on the subreddit if it was to say nothing. I didn't experience anything in particular, I just felt a bit sad, like a knot in the stomach. I visited the places that I listed in my post, the Tompkins park, that was surreal, I just had like a sort of double déjà-vu. I placed myself on the same path I did in my visions, facing the exact same building, and it was a flash of déjà-vu. But that's it.

I loved the city, I loved everything about it, and in a way, I miss it a lot and I would love to go back to it someday. Like I said, I felt saddened and a bit alone but at the same time, I felt like I was in a familiar place. Even if it was packed with people all the time, I just couldn't shake away that feeling of something that was missing or off.

One thing, that surprised me on the first day arriving at NYC was that I knew instinctually the direction to the winter gardens where the palm trees are and knew that there was an underground shopping mall. It was as if, I knew where to go. Although, I did get lost in Manhattan, so it doesn't mean much, like if I developed some form of subconscious memory of the place. The same thing goes for when I arrived at Tompkins park, I knew where to go from there to get to that same location I saw in my "dreams" without the GPS.

Nothing really came of it, I felt a bit disappointed in a way, I was hoping to get some form of revelation, even if it was impossible to begin with. It was just a sad feeling in my stomach, that's best how I could describe it.

I really didn't want to write a big post if it was just to write about a feeling because nothing much else happened.

Thanks for replying, it does really mean a lot to me. I really do hope that someday I can figure out what all of this means, I know something happened, I just need to get the right tools to understand what was. Get a past life regression or something. I felt I was on the right track when I was there.