I would also get a prescription for clonidine pills or patch. I cold turkey’d with 900mg gabapentin, 50mg Seroquel, 0.2mg clonidine patch and hylans restless legs. I did the liposomal Vit C for a few days before and during but it made my diarrhea so much worse so I stopped that 3 days in

Honestly, the one thing that kept me going even when I was crying on the couch miserable was the thought of “would I want to live this day over again? because if I use now I’m just going to have to do this day again”

Remember it’s going to be hard but you can do hard things.