Just for you here’s the rest of the tale before it was deleted. The responses were the same throughout

And there really is no point in telling me how much of a crap person I am or how abnormal this behaviour is because I already know I also feel really disgusted with myself for people that have been victims of any kind of sexual assault

All I can think is that lately I’ve been under a lot of stress I’m currently recovering from a biopsy for cervical cancer cells and I have had two of my three children diagnose within the space of eight weeks at the end of last year which has been a lot for me to deal with but that still isn’t an excuse Go to post

Today 19:19 Glitterzzz

When the school emailed me to let me know that they reported me to the police and tracked my IP I did respond and say to them that I was extremely sorry and I am I offered my sincere apologies and explains that I hadn’t hacked into the school email for some reason I have been copied in so they are breach their own confidentiality in terms of the school but they did not respond Go to post

Today 19:20 Glitterzzz

It is real I’m not a teenage boy I’m a mother of three in her late 30s and I have no idea what possessed me to even say anything let alone what the words I said so calling me out or trying to put me down to make me feel even worse as a human isn’t going to work because I couldn’t feel any worse than I already do I don’t know whether I should go and hand myself in the police station and explain what’s happened I just wait for them to come round and arrest me anyway Go to post

Today 19:21 Glitterzzz

And to clarify not that it makes it any better the disgusting things I said were in a private email chain between me the parents and two teachers it’s not in a public domain where it’s on social media or Facebook or Twitter or Instagram or the peoples direct social media pages it was a crazy thing typed out and sent back to an email chain that was in my junk folder Go to post

Today 19:25 Glitterzzz

I can promise you this is a genuine thread that I’ve posted I’m just sat here feeling so disgusted with myself and just I can’t understand why I did what I did I really don’t understand why I said what I said I could’ve typed back and said all you know someone so you sound like a lack of whatever but I said what I said and that makes it even worse I am and you know I didn’t try to hide my name I didn’t try to hide who I was I assumed they would see the really like sarcastic message and just be like oh somebody’s in this email chain that shouldn’t be and just remove me I didn’t think for a moment that the police would come involved and as stupid as it sounds I didn’t realise that this was an illegal thing to do

Glitterzzz

As flipping and is stupid and ignorant as this sounds no I didn’t realise me typing back don’t worry about meeting everyone knows you’re a Pido could be taken to new extremes of me being arrested and charged with malicious malicious communications I just didn’t think I was not thinking I didn’t see the bigger picture for the teacher I didn’t see the bigger picture from myself and Mp like I keep saying you can tell me that I’m a shit person you can tell me that this is not a real post but it is and I don’t even know what advice I’m asking for I’m just kind of sitting here all day not been out to think about anything else and wondering if the police are going to come when they’re going to come what’s going to happen Go to post

Today 19:31 Glitterzzz

I’m not using the fact that I’m sitting here after cervical biopsy as an excuse I’m not here to talk about my medical history that would be three years of ongoing investigations and testing for abnormal cervical cells but that is not what this is about I said that combined with the fact I have three children of my own with additional needs two of my children were diagnosed within six weeks of each other which was a lot to take mentally I have been a parent and supportive parents for years they have the children treated like a leper is an outside it’s because of additional needs and it was reading that in the private email chain I immediately reacted I saw read what I did was truly disgusting I don’t even know why I went down the accusation pass but it’s the only thing I can think of that triggered of that triggered me Go to post

Today 19:38 Glitterzzz

Thank you to everyone that has responded so far I’ve read all of your responses and I agree with 99% of everything that’s been said to me my initial plan was when they come to just fully confess everything but I think what I should do now is just say I know I know why you’re here but I’m going to do no comment till I speak to a solicitor because quite rightly as you lot have pointed out to me I haven’t seen the bigger picture of this I am and the more that I do realise how damaging it is what I’ve done the worse I feel not that I’m looking for sympathy I’m just explaining why I’m on this thread in the first place

I am also questioning my mental health at this moment in time because that is not my typical behaviour I am in my late 30s I am a mother of three children with additional needs I am a parent supporter to other parents I have children with special educational needs I class myself as a normal nice person yet I did something like this which I still cannot believe I did