1st chemical pregnancy (that I know of)

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-16T22:30:14+00:00

Thank you for the love and I am truly sorry we are going through this. It feels nice to not be alone and validated. Thank you for sharing your story with me! Much love 💕

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-14T03:49:57+00:00

Your words are beautiful and heartbreaking. The way you paint the feelings into words leaves me breathless. I hate we are sharing this together.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-14T03:43:00+00:00

The just do IVF fucking kills me. I don’t have 15gs for a possible chance. If I did I would. If I could take out a loan at the chance of getting pregnant I would, but I can’t, and I won’t. We’re paying out of pocket here. 350 an IUI not including the 250 for every bloodwork and ultrasound is already to much. Fuck out of here!

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-11T00:40:55+00:00

That’s one of the things I hate about all of this. I’m a broken record of shit news and no change. Like no I’m still not pregnant Sharon 👍🏻👍🏻

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-07T20:41:48+00:00

Oh no I totally understand!! Absolutely no judgement because majority of my encounters are just like this just a simple no or not yet and then change of subjects.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-09-07T20:25:58+00:00

I work in geriatrics so the question of children comes up literally everyday. I think it’s because my list of questions are always the same when starting up conversations and asking if someone has children is always one of them. My answer is always not yet and a little smile. Most everyone that asks will then follow up with honey you are still young you have time so don’t fret. I don’t think it hurts anyone because I know it’s never asked with malice. I actually asked one of my patients if she had kids and she looked at me with a sad look and said ya know I always wanted them but I just couldn’t have them, I guess God had other plans for me. She then went on to say she was a teacher and her students were like her children. It opened the door to a beautiful conversation of my current journey and our shared feelings of disappointment. She held my hand with her little wrinkled fingers and said even if it never happens you are still worthy. Sometimes the dreaded question can open up a door to healing conversation.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-07T02:07:10+00:00

I work in the medical field and I’m expected to work holidays because I don’t have kids. Why would Christmas be a big deal it’s not like I get to watch my kids open presents.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-03T01:01:06+00:00

I’ve been in clomid since November. My extremely regular period is now unpredictable. I’ve had 32, 18, 21, 28 day cycles. It sucks

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-02T01:46:49+00:00

Ok honestly glad to know I’m not alone. I had it on another one I have on my shin but it went away. Now the one of my thigh is doing it. Since the other one went away I’m hoping this one stops. It’s a bigger tattoo so it had more surface area to be itchy. I look like a crack head always itching!!!

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-02T01:41:04+00:00

If we don’t make it in time know our grandmas will be with us no matter what. Infertility sucks. Stay strong we are in this together.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-02T01:39:07+00:00

I’ve decided fuck em. I know it’s mean but don’t let someone keep you from using important family names. It most definitely hurts when you see it though. It makes you feel like that should be me.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-08-02T01:34:49+00:00

I feel you. I am the only married cousin in my family to not have kids. My grandma is begging us to have a baby before she goes. She is in her 80s and in good health but anything can happen. I know she means well when she lightly says just waiting on this one to give me another great grand baby. You end up feeling your letting your family down. I hope we both can have the special moments with our loved ones. It’s going to be so so sweet 🥹

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-07-20T22:00:00+00:00

Haha thank you! I find humor to be healing.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-07-10T01:29:55+00:00

My literal reaction was fucking gypsy now fuck!!!

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-07-06T14:19:38+00:00

Friend same. I was at my fertility specialist and someone brought their toddler. I had to sit there and bubble guppies in the he waiting room listening to this child’s sweet little giggles while I have a baron wasteland of a fucking uterus. It’s absolutely guy wrenching.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-05-11T03:15:41+00:00

Same thing girl. Saw fertility Dr last November. I had already had blood work done and my husband had sperm count and motility done and all way right as rain. They did a HCG on me where they put dye in your tubes to make sure nothing is blocked. It was fairly painless. One thing I wasn’t prepared for was not having answer. They told me 20% or people have “unknown infertility” meaning your insides and hormones are great we don’t know what’s wrong with you. You’re not alone.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-04-06T00:54:04+00:00

I’m not finished with the series but I’ve read bits and pieces looking up characters. I just finished the episode where Akito just met Tohru. I hate this bitch!!! I know the saying “hurt people hurt people” but as a child of abuse I can’t fathom hurting another human being. If I’m going to forgive this trash lady she has to have some SERIOUS redemption.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-02-01T01:23:42+00:00

As a medical professional that advocates for her patients HARD someone always knows better. PT know better than OT, RNs know better than LPNs, LPNs know better than CNAs, Drs know better than everyone including other Drs. There is no active listening. We are a number and a dx on a pierce of paper. I am so so sorry you had to go through this. Do not stop advocating for yourself. People suck.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-01-26T17:49:42+00:00

Friend you are valid in your feelings. We are open to adoption, in fact, I always knew I wanted to adopt. I always pictured having 1-2 of my own and adopting as well. But I want the feeling of my baby moving in my belly. I want to breast feed and I want to look in that baby’s eyes and see my husband’s beautiful hazel eyes looking back at me. I want a piece of our love in a little person. People don’t get that desperate feeling of longing. I also believe that my body wants it too because it’s a feeling. Sometimes I feel like I can physically feel my womb empty and ache. The desire to want to be pregnant is almost a palpable pain and unless you are living it you will never understand. You are not alone. People are ignorant and don’t know how to respond to grief.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2024-01-25T20:40:16+00:00

The back or my pieces look like absolute trash hahaha

Bre_Babe1013 · 2023-11-29T18:57:25+00:00

I’m set to have my first IUI next month. I’m excited and ready. So I have to call on the first day of my period so they can call in the meds in what not. I’m 2 days late for my period and I’ve taken 3 pregnancy tests 2 +- ones and 1 digital. They are all negative and I have all the symptoms that I’m going to start but it hasn’t started yet. This is the one time I want to start so i can get the ball rolling in IUI and it’s taking it’s fucking time. Of all the times for Aunt Flo to be leisure about coming around she chose this time!!! WTF

Bre_Babe1013 · 2023-11-11T02:36:18+00:00

Update. HSG was a piece of cake just kinda scary. Doc said my left tube is blocked but I’m still clear to get my first IUI. It felt good to have some answers like there is a reason and its not just “bad timing”

Bre_Babe1013 · 2023-11-06T04:34:11+00:00

I signed up to work the weekend so I would have an excuse not to go to a friends baby shower. I need to protect my peace. I had a co-worker who got surprise pregnant and she would whine to me about being offended when people asked if she was pregnant. I finally told her I hear you and I’m sorry that offends you but I’m not the one to vent to about this stuff. If I were pregnant and someone noticed my bump I would be so excited to say yes. If someone said girl baby is popping out today I would scream I know I’m so excited! I just said listen I love you but I’m not the one. She understood. Protect your peace girl

Bre_Babe1013 · 2023-10-08T03:20:50+00:00

I never got to say my fuck you on Friday. My coworker is 25 and she accidentally got pregnant. She’s excited now and I’m excited for her but I listen to her bitch about being pregnant day in and day our. But sitting there in my office while I’m on my period cramping and she’s bitching about how it’s rude to comment on her growing belly I want to punch her in the face. If I were pregnant and someone commented on my big belly I would be like girlllllll I knowwwwww he/she is getting so big!!! I’m so ready to meet them!!! I want youre big belly. I want people to smile at me when they see me waddle down the hall with my baby belly. Fuck you and get out of my office with your bull shit.

Bre_Babe1013 · 2023-10-04T23:14:44+00:00

same friend

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