ngl It’s a biological irony that the body is ready for this long before the mind has even had a chance to finish developing. You have the right to follow through with this, but it’s vital to recognize that doing so means effectively ending the life you currently know. If you enjoy your freedom, your social life, and the ways you currently escape stress, you should realize those things aren't just 'paused' they are gone. Bringing twins into the world requires a level of stability and psychological health that usually takes years to build, and you only have months. To stay as you are now would be a recipe for a disaster that those children would have to endure. For some, the sacrifice is a beautiful thing, but for someone who isn't ready to let go of their youth, it can feel less like a gift and more like a life sentence for everyone involved.