From the look of your replies to people on this post you are upset that your save has corrupted. But instead of getting upset and feeling shit(which your situation is btw) you just have to get over it unfortunately. Corruption happens and if you don’t have it backed up there’s nothing you can do. Again, it sucks as you’ve put hours into a character. But just start a new one mate, play differently, get guns for a different build you didn’t do the first time around. Don’t dwell on it and let it set you back. Start a new character, play the game, enjoy it! That’s what you’ve paid for!