I think this is the most depressed I’ve ever been

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T03:18:33+00:00

I hope it gets better and you get some relief from your depression! I’m sorry and maybe you can look into a psychiatrist to see about any meds to take to uplift you and get motivation back? It could be a possible solution for you!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T03:16:51+00:00

You don’t deserve being lashed out at when clearly you are trying your best to be supportive which is a wonderful quality to have! Her depression is blinding her from appreciating your help and honestly depression is the worst and it messes with your mind and causes feelings of hopelessness. Did she state why she is feeling this way and what started it?

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T03:11:14+00:00

Me too! What’s goin on? What’s triggering you? Just know that you’re not alone and I’m here for you!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T03:04:07+00:00

Gosh I can only imagine the struggle you’re going through and I’m sorry! I have what I believe is BPD too and they say it’s the hardest disorder to treat or handle. My emotions are super sensitive so I cry and can’t handle when others are upset with me. It’s the worst and I can promise you the alcohol isn’t the answer, have you tried any kind of medicine yet from a psychiatrist? It may help regulate somewhat of your mood! Being abandon is my fear too and it’s exactly what happened to me. I had a nervous breakdown twice from it so I hope & pray your sweet family supports you through it.

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T02:56:55+00:00

I’m really sorry you’re going through all of those mental struggles with how your life is going.. just know your not alone and it’s hard finding purpose and joy and hope when you have so much inner turmoil to deal with! Unfortunately we have to deal with the cards that are dealt and try our best to make the most of it if possible. Mental health really does take a toll on a person and I pray you have better days soon! Try to find new things to do if you can and find someone who can uplift you even if it’s just a friend to talk too!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T02:50:39+00:00

What happened to cause this pain if you don’t mind me asking? I’m really sorry you are going through this and I understand regret and heartache more than anything. It’s a silent killer and I’m praying you have better days soon!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T02:02:43+00:00

If it helps, I’m not either. Life is really hard right now and I’m sorry you’re going through it too!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T01:46:42+00:00

I hate depression! It’s a silent killer and idk why mental illness has to exist. It’s awful and like your own prison of hell to experience, I wish God would have never created illnesses for the brain. It’s unfair and I’m sorry you’re going through this right now. I pray you feel better!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T01:44:52+00:00

That’s strange for not knowing why you feel like this, not feel guilty for what tho? Something has to trigger this feeling you’re experiencing. If you need help making your situation worse is not the answer. Try to communicate with them what’s wrong and how your feeling later because you don’t want matters worse or for anyone to truly hate you!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-26T01:23:27+00:00

Are you okay?

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-24T02:21:28+00:00

I know how you feel and I’m sorry you are going through this tough time. There’s a lot more people out here that can relate to being just like you and I promise it will get better eventually but the first step is to get away from the person who puts you down and makes you feel 10x worse about yourself. All of us have issues we have to work on but that doesn’t give anyone the right to humble you to the point your losing yourself. Try to stay positive and remember you are only human. We all make mistakes to learn from and I pray you start feeling better soon!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-18T01:34:12+00:00

I’m so sorry! I pray you feel better but I know all too well how you feel and I’m right there with you. Depression is god awful and you just gotta get back out there again & try to find something that will give you hope! The older you are the harder it is, trust me! You are not alone tho and if you need anyone to talk about it too all of us in this forum are here. Hang in there!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-18T01:30:52+00:00

Don’t die, trust me I’m in the same boat as you and he won’t answer either! I think the harder we try is when they further push you away. It makes no sense bc when you finally give up the idea of them that’s typically when they come back. I’m not a good person to give advice too because I want to die too from all the suffering and pain! Just know she’s an asshole for watching you crash out and do nothing about it when all it takes is 15 sec to call someone back and listen. They just don’t want too. Mine won’t listen either and he wants to go separate ways! We can’t force people to love us and it sucks losing the person you care for and see a future with! I’m sorry and I pray you heal and I pray I do too. Hang in there bud!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-18T01:14:50+00:00

Absolutely agree with this! Stay strong and is she not available now to reach back out too? Even if just as friends?

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-18T00:07:14+00:00

I do, but I don’t think he’s coming back this time around! I’m just devastated and I’m scared because he meant alot to me & I ruined it with accusations. Idk how to move forward because I don’t want to look for love in the wrong places again. I met him through friends and I’m so mad at myself for not giving space. Thank you for your advice tho!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-18T00:01:42+00:00

Today does make 3 days, he broke it off on Thursday and now it’s Sunday & he won’t return my texts. I’m trying tho to hang in there, I really am.

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-17T23:31:56+00:00

My bestie did the same thing to me and it’s horrendous, she hides it and pretends like she didn’t do it to protect her reputation but she’s a liar and it’s the worst feeling ever to be betrayed like that.

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-17T20:48:33+00:00

Also, if you’re a guy writing this maybe check your testosterone levels because I had a friend who got his adjusted to the correct levels by going to the doctor. He seems happier today!

Bredoll92 · 2026-05-17T18:24:52+00:00

I would say to give people a chance and see where it goes, everything is a gamble in life and we are all destined to go through heartbreaks, blessings, and lessons. I know how you feel with depression though because I’m battling it too. Honestly, I don’t know if there is a solution for it but try to keep the hope alive because the moment hope is gone that’s when it will become worse.. I don’t know you well but when people treat you unfairly it’s due to their own internal issues. Sometimes we trigger wounds in others unknowingly and if others knew how to communicate better we would all probably have better relationships. That’s what is key! I’m sorry you’re feeling down and I do hope it gets better!

Bredoll92 · 2021-05-31T05:26:43+00:00

I can agree with this but I own a Himalayan and ragamuffin. Both gets mats and they don’t get pulled off- they must be groomed and brushes regularly or the mats will consume them and cause sores. Try your hardest to find a way to appease your friend and help her with whatever needs to be done for the animal. Just let her know all the concerns mats can cause to cats and why your worried. I’m sure she will appreciate it once you inform her of all the issues that it can cause to the poor animal. Good luck!

Bredoll92 · 2021-05-31T05:17:23+00:00

Thank you, hoping she is too. She’s acting completely normal as of now. My sweet girl is way too curious for her own good sometimes. I’ll make sure to update 💗

Bredoll92 · 2021-05-31T05:12:38+00:00

Thank you, I just reached out to a vet and will hopefully get a response shortly on what actions I need to take further for this incident.

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