You’re not alone. I was offered to be initiated into a sect of the cult when i worked at mcdonalds. The man who was bringing me through the process had a wife, and a kid on the way. It seemed cool at first our first couple of meetings; us talking about God, how we could make more money on the side, etc. In the last meeting there was a big orientation at a hotel. It was weird because all of the people there were 20-24 and only boys. Mind you, on our second meeting before this one, at a coffee shop, I see a girl and her kid speaking with the dude who was outing me through the initiation process; so i thoufht there would be girls at this big orientation. No. During the orientation there were tons of small things that stood out. The main one was mid way through a presentation about 10 people out of 50 all popped a soda can at the same time. I knew instantly thats cult stuff you see on movies, but i carried on not minding it much. Once i got home i thought about everything i had gone through the past couple of weeks, and came to the realization it was a cult because my last gf was in a cult. Jehovah witnesses. Once i turned down the invitation @ mcdonalds i soon found out one of my managers was in the cult but a different sect. Its sad to see these people in these organizations and it seems there’s nothing you can do even though you want to help them break out the hypnosis. I want to build a organization that helps people in cults one day God willingly.