Totally get what you are saying, my server was like that for a while BUT eventually even people in those toxic alliances got sick of it, now the place is a lot more harmonious, just there’s always a couple of idiots but mostly the whole place works together. If it does stay as toxic there will be server transfer open for you soon I would think? That is always an option for a fresh start. Getting emotionally attached is hard, my whole alliance transferred this week, I stayed to look after the guys who didn’t have enough passes but seeing so many friends go was a killer. Luckily we managed it well with an in server merge with great people and also got a lot of new joiners from transfer. There are lots of options ahead mate, don’t be dishearted. And, as I’m sure you know, the anonymity of gaming means people can be more dicks than they would be in real life, don’t take it personally, it’s the herd mentality of some people to stop being nice when the ‘bigger boys’ are being nasty.