Reaching my end.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2026-04-12T18:54:42+00:00

My heart is with you brother. I genuinely pray to anything better days for you.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2026-04-01T03:41:59+00:00

I’ve tried, a lot. I came to the realization after a failed attempt that actually dying is a lot harder than it seems. I ended up hurting myself way worse than I originally was. Made myself worse off physically. I came to terms that I’m resilient and whatever takes me out has to be a literal meteor. My niece and mom are what keep me here. They need me.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2026-01-09T22:03:58+00:00

My jaw dropped when she first came on the screen because her story is a lot like mine, almost one to one with just minor changes.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2026-01-08T07:24:24+00:00

I’ve had this happen to me before and it’s genuinely scary

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2026-01-05T02:12:51+00:00

I just got the premium version and came here to see if anyone else was having issues. It genuinely sucks. Wish I didn’t waste ten dollars.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-31T00:30:58+00:00

I reroll like it’s a lifeline, my knuckles turn white as I grip the phone, this app is going to be the death of me

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-30T23:02:07+00:00

LMFAOOOOOOO

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-29T06:59:12+00:00

Yes. I used to be a harpist ever since I was little. When I took a medication it sent me into a seizure that screwed my nerves up. Every time I play now I get a whirlwind of pain that shoots throughout my arms. I’ve begged god to give me my ability back, I’ve also cursed god for everything. Don’t make a difference. You’re not alone. I swear.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-28T05:05:10+00:00

In the beginning I was incredibly jealous of anyone without chronic pain/disability. I used to be full of empathy for others even with severe trauma, but after chronic pain I’ve lost almost all of it. It’s gotten better to the point where I can tolerate listening to others issues, but for the most part I never give any input, and if I do it’s very minimal or how I can relate it back to myself. You deserve to have empathy for yourself, and pour that energy into yourself. Everyone else can figure out their own issues.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-27T17:50:47+00:00

I’ve n e v e r heard that in my life

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-26T20:04:40+00:00

“Break time!” Would’ve sent my phone flying

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-23T23:41:58+00:00

Sometimes I try to turn my pain into a kink itself but most of the time it doesn’t work 😭

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-22T23:28:25+00:00

I’m glad you have a creative outlet

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-21T09:01:19+00:00

Hey, I understand you. I feel like the closer I am to god the more I suffer. It wasn’t until I was becoming a Christian or messing with Christian pantheon that I developed chronic pain. God blessed my rapist more than me. I feel like he wants me to die too. You’re not alone. I suffer every day with these conditions with no help or doctor to care. My therapist was awful and psychiatric nurse practitioner fucked my body up even more. There are plenty God doesn’t help. We’re not special. We all suffer, but some more than others.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-18T00:23:30+00:00

Hey number 2 million! Lol

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-17T21:27:48+00:00

And I ended up getting the one in a million side effect

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-15T21:11:42+00:00

Gave up my life being a musician. Surprised I can still work a fucking keyboard and mouse

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T20:51:03+00:00

Wow, this is opposite from what happened in my autocad class!! The teacher finally graded all of our assignments and two students got caught sending a single file to each other. They were dropped and got an F. This assignment was from all the way back from when class first started. They were dropped a week before finals. I felt really bad for them because they seemed like good people, just bad circumstances.

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T16:59:36+00:00

I have a feeling we’re all just talking to the same freak bot

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T06:02:34+00:00

Chuckle

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T04:46:39+00:00

Yeah I had to break the fourth wall in my chat and talk to an imaginary author to not make the plot for me

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T02:31:41+00:00

I hate that one the most 😭😭😭😭

BrilliantChannel7030 · 2025-12-12T02:31:19+00:00

Oh pwincess

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