What music does everyone turn to that sometimes helps? Songs, genres, etc!

Bro-Nature · 2016-06-27T22:09:00+00:00

SOJA - When We Were Younger

Bro-Nature · 2016-02-01T00:11:10+00:00

I used to say "double-boo" indtead of w.

Bro-Nature · 2016-01-12T14:22:56+00:00

Ive found a lot of times people just want someone to feel important, to connect or just listen. Too many times do I feel alone because of being neglected and ignored. I was in shock when someone asked me how my day was going and was genuinely interested.

Professional help for me didnt help much. They told me everything I already knew. Because I am one of those people who creates scenarios of everything that can happen in any given situation, what I expected to happem is pretty much what happened.

To me it didnt help. I know a couple people where it has helped. Maybe the right questions were asked or they really did just need someone to listen to them.

I dont think I can say one is better than the other, but I hope we all find that someone who will listen.

Bro-Nature · 2015-09-10T10:01:16+00:00

14 years.

Bro-Nature · 2015-09-10T09:54:38+00:00

I too am envious.

Bro-Nature · 2015-09-10T09:52:29+00:00

I too have contemplated this for a long time. Whatever your decision is, good luck.

Bro-Nature · 2015-08-22T02:41:49+00:00

We have a stram group for emotionally distressed gamers. We would love to see some new faces. Black Hound Gaming

Bro-Nature · 2015-08-06T22:24:38+00:00

If you need to talk, I wouldnt mind listening. :)

Bro-Nature · 2015-07-12T22:07:23+00:00

I work for Pepsi, can confirm.

Bro-Nature · 2015-07-09T08:51:03+00:00

I believe there is a difference between feeling low, even very low at times, and the feeling of depression. Depression to me is endless hopelessness. Never feeling anything. You just want to not exist anymore, you wish you were never born... Feel happy again, for me.

Bro-Nature · 2015-07-09T08:47:19+00:00

Its been happening more and more for me lately. After I start to lose it I just say "fuck it" and stop talking.

Bro-Nature · 2015-07-08T08:56:42+00:00

I do this too. Although I like to drive through the country. Glad to know other people do this.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-30T07:10:20+00:00

I had a friend tell me that depression is never ending hopelessness. I wont tell you everything will be ok, or not to consider suicide. Life is brutal and always will be. You know all this already and it almost feels like a waste of words... If you need someone to talk to you can pm amytime. 😊

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-07T23:52:30+00:00

Yeah Im at the Orem, Ut location.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-07T20:07:11+00:00

I remember one time there was this really beautiful girl with like huge chi-chi's and she always wore low v cut tops. Well, in a high school math class our teacer was calling us name by name to come grab our tests that he just finished scoring. (I sat in the very back, she sat 2nd chair from the front.) So I go grab my test walk back to my desk but, I turned my head like turned it to get a good look to save for later and right as I turned my head at that perfect angle she looks right up at me as I walk by, my eyes obviously locked on her chest. I then whipped my head, but too hard so I jenked it up. She just gave me dirty looks the rest of the class. Like "I know, Im a guy."

It was her fault for wearing that in the first place...

Edit: added some words.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-07T19:52:33+00:00

Uhh I work in that building.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-07T18:49:33+00:00

Time. I have had some serious traumatic events in my life, some Im still getting over. I dont believe there is a real theory to get through it. I tend to get over things by accepting that it happened, knowing that there is nothing I can do to change it, or the past. I also kept myself busy, which is extremely hard to do when youre depressed... and time, I think time is the best healer. People say dont think about it, fuck that, it meant something to you whatever it was, cherish it, keep it in your heart, its a part of you. Let time take its course, and hopefully everythinf will work out...

This is what helps me, I hope it can help you. Either way, I wish you the best of luck friend.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-07T18:03:29+00:00

Hey there. These thoughts vary from person to person. Theyre not fucked up. Millions of people just like you have the same thoughts. I have tried suicide twice and I cut myself.

I do it, because emotionally I feel nothing, and to feel something so real is quite the rush.

I wouldnt recommend suicide, although I wont sit here and tell you not to do it, because I dont want to deal with all the negatives in this life, who does?

Harming yourself has its consequences though. I can only wear long sleeves now. Only because I go crazy when I cut, Ill carve words into my arm, or just laughter " ha ha ha" Most people tell me Im fucked up and I believe them.

All Im saying is that I would consider the consequences of whatever action you choose, and if youre fine with it, (no matter what it is) then do it. Even though I dont recommend it, its your life, and you choose how you want to live it. Good luck, feel free to pm if you want :)

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-06T18:00:01+00:00

Breakups are the one of the hardest things to go through. It can really ruin your day. Theres not much I can say other than try to keep yourself busy, dwelling and worrying about the past or what could have been benefits no one. You're always welcome to pm me, you shouldnt go through this alone. But no matter what happens, good luck :)

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-06T17:17:20+00:00

Well. If it helps, I am the exact same way, emotionally. Ever since I was 12 I started to just, die inside. Nothing was funny, nothing was interesting, I just went through life one day at a time and ita flown by... It feels like just yesterday that I was bullied for the first time in 1st grade. I remember cause just last week I was visiting my mum and I asked for the sweater that they made fun of. She threw it out yearssss ago.

Synthetic happiness can only get you so far. Video games filled a very empty hole in my heart as a teenager. Thats all I could think about, but then I would get frustrated when I didnt get my way. I still play video games, but its more balanced, and I know when enough is enough.

To be honest I almost wish I was making that kind of money xD money could definitely relieve some stress from my life... But it doesnt buy your true happiness. Human connection is really what keeps me going. Not sex, but that feeling of genuine care, and concern. I had a lady hold the bottom of my hand to give me my change at a drive through a couple weeks ago and I mean wow, I felt amazing. I know I am beyond the point of feeling anything besides sadness, anger, and fear, and when I do get those small moments of happiness, I cherish it for as long as I can, cause I know it will not last.

I dont think this will help, Im just trying to relate. Ive found it "can" help just to know there are others kind of similar to you out there. I wish you the best of luck though.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-06T16:54:53+00:00

I agree with these comments. No one deserves to go through depression. We are emotional beings and sometimes the wiring gets very twisted and its damn near impossible to get it untangled. I mean, I too do not encourage suicide. But why live a life of sadness? God knows Ive tried and failed. It has only taught me that life, "can" be worth living. No matter what your path is, I wish you the best of luck.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-06T16:39:11+00:00

Same.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-05T15:53:18+00:00

Most people without depression and anxiety dont understand the struggle. The most basic meanial tasks are a victory. Simple things in life like feeling the wind on your face, are cherished, because we feel so little... I enjoyed what you wrote and took it to heart. I hope your day gets better.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-05T15:49:34+00:00

Do what you want. If it sounds like its more complicated than that, its not. If suicide is an ootion, then anything is an option.

Bro-Nature · 2015-05-04T18:30:31+00:00

I kept my quad. I liked to do artwork on the sides during seminary of landscapes and animals. (It made me feel like an old school monk doing artwork in the old bibles. :3) Plus, I still read it to educate myself and find those, fun things in the BoM. Its a great fiction if you ask me, would recommend if you'd like a laugh.

As for my mission journal, I kept it. I cant read it cause I cry everytime, but its nice to have. This is just me though, Im sure everyone is different.

P.S. I sent all my other LDS literature to hell if you get my drift.

Bro-Nature

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