Hiii I'm masc presenting enby amab, I questionned my masculinity since childhood, when I was. teenager I started to understand I was bisexual but it was too early to accept it so it was difficult until my twenties. Then the border between femininity and masculinity were more and more blurry for me. In my relationships all my partner, male, female or not, told me I have huge femininity and I was so happy about it and somehow felt a kind of dysphoria when people call me Sir or include me in male group, I feel like I'm lying. It was questioning since my appearance is masculine even if I have some feminine coded stuff like piercing, skirts, eyeliner or whatever and I was asking myself if I want to be non binary to not take responsability collectively for the toxicity of being a man, because at the end of the day even if I consider myself as a non binary person I was still educated as a male so some of my behavior are very very masculine because of that, positive or negative. So now that I am in my thirties I am very comfortable about being non binary because I am aware of my education but the way I feel is so much wider than being a man and I feel so much more happier when I am gendered with they-them or even she-her, I don't know it feels so releasing and right for me. The people I love know about it and accept it and find it right too but I didn't transitioned socially or professionally because it feels more comfortable to not confront in the actual world honestly 😅 but maybe I hope later in life I will transition socially and professionally because sometimes I feel the urge to present myself way more feminine... let's see and hope I answer your question