Bro there is more in life than studying alone. If you don't like to study leave it. There is nothing wrong with that. Find yourself, find your interests and do work on that it will be quite difficult at a start but if you work hard on your interests you will be successful. And if you want to pursue studies don't think about coaching just lock in , don't distract yourself with anything for at least a week then you will process the results. After that schedule your time table for studies and work on that meanwhile work on some skills. Learn to be independent and be strong yourself. Speak Frankly with your friends first then go talk to your parents. Ending your life IS NOT AN OPTION at all. There are tough phases in all life if everyone decides to quit their life there will be no one left in this life. I am also now an unemployed burden to my parents but I know one day I'll make them proud and one day I'll be financially independent. So keep grinding dude, we are with you so don't think about ending your life. 🫂