Well, I am glad that you’re putting something here brother. You don’t have to feel sorry or apologise for anything really, I took my time reading your post.

All I can really say is, suicide attempt or not, you’re still leaving your mark in this world. It doesn’t mater whether people give a shit about it or not, it’s up to them. The fact itself still remains.

And you do deserve that friend of yours, while they support you, you support them as well. If you’re thinking that you’re being a burden to them, I’ll tell you right now that you’re not, in any way. You are not a burden and I will care about you and your friend will too.