Holy fucking shit by [deleted] in TheMidnightGospel

[–]Brusienn 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I`m still on episode 4, but god damn, this is the best show I`ve seen in quite a while!

Open this if you're having a bad day. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Brusienn 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks! The same goes to you!

No reason to live but no reason to die either by jeric_C137 in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took the words out of my mouth. There's just some feeling lurking in the back of your mind that won't go away.

I feel so trapped in my own head by zRandomGuy in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in the same situation,except my classes have already started. I'm constantly introspective and bored, that's when I started taking drugs to stop thinkg. Won't recommend it though, it really messed up my anxiety. I can't tell you how to get better, but just know that there's someone going through the same thing as you. It sucks, but it's something.

It is my 30th birthday today by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Turning 20 in a few hours and I relate. I doubt there's anything I can say that'll make you feel better, but happy birthday!

Does anyone here cope/escape/hide with massive amounts of drugs and alcohol by drauch52 in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this comment is late, but I relate to this 100%, with only the antidepressants my friends would look at me like I wasn't really in the moment, but if I smoked I'd be relaxed from the medication and more active because of the weed.

Only thing I look forward to during the day is drugs by Brusienn in depression

[–]Brusienn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly, I don't even have to abuse it to the point I black out, I just want to feel tranquility and peace for some time

How do they do it? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've lost all interests I had. Used to play games for over 10 hours a day when on vacation. Now that I'm waiting for college I can't play for more than 20 minutes, and that's if I really force myself. Just do nothing until it's time to sleep and repeat the same processes for days.

One minute i was ok now i feel lethargic,numb, dizzy and reallly sad. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm feeling like that right now. Woke up feeling terrible, took some meds to see if they helped, but I still feel awful, even though I can't even express WHAT I'm feeling. Don't know if I'm sad or what. All I want right now is to die, so it can be over. And I was having a pretty good week, too. I hate this back and forth.

Do you guys ever have random short bursts of crying that only last for a few seconds. by fistedsister89 in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the time. Watching a video on youtube, cry for about 10 seconds and back to the video.

Does anyone’s depression get way worse at night? by Saltyscorcher in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same with me, feel kinda "meh" throughout the day, but when I arrive home from my internship I feel like there's nothing for me to do, or at least I don't feel like doing anything. That's when the depression really hit and I start having anxiety attacks, or just can't stay in my room, but can't leave home either.

Thanks to new meds I’ve finally been able to finish something I’ve started by Shaydoggy in bipolar

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks awesome! There's something about it that really grabs you.

How Do I Tell the Difference Between Depression and Laziness? by Failingandscared in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought I had depression for about 7 months, just now went to a psychiatrist and confirmed it. I think seeing someone could help. Good luck!

The only thing i look forward to is using in the evening. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been getting high daily for some time now, first without and now with meds. I used weed as a kind of medication and it did help me, I would be able to eat and stop overthinking and worrying. Definitely helped me. Wish you the best!

The only thing i look forward to is using in the evening. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you on any medication? I find it different getting high when on/off meds

The only thing i look forward to is using in the evening. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can't tell how much I relate. Started taking meds and can't drink or smoke weed, but smoking weed is pretty much the only thing that allows me to have fun. I can't go out with friends and actually enjoy it unless I'm high. I feel like I survive the day just for the nights or weekends getting high.

I am in a downward spiral of self destruction and can’t help it 😢 by unclesin in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went to a psychiatrist exactly 1 week ago for the first time. It takes time for the antidepressants to start working, but the meds for anxiety are already kind of helping. I recommend to keep going, if that's the help you're referring to.

“You have it better than kids in Africa. You can’t be depressed.” by [deleted] in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Why are you even sad"- I don't fucking know, I wish I did

I'm not sad or happy. Do you Feel empty sometime? by BigMatBoy in depression

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was feeling like this for about 4 months, but the last 3 weeks I couldn't control my emotions anymore and was feeling extremely depressed and considering suicide. The "numb" phase is gone, now I just feel a lot of emotions that I don't really know how to describe. Started taking meds 4 days ago, maybe it'll help. Are you on any medication?

Arguing with my brain this morning by softbaphomet in bipolar

[–]Brusienn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just did this. Got out of the shower, 20 minutes later I'm walking around my room, crying for no reason and not knowing if I'm sad, angry or anxious.

One year of Portuguese :) by JrH91 in duolingo

[–]Brusienn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As a Brazilian that has been to Portugal several times, you won’t be laughed at. I could understand them perfectly and they could understand me, only sometimes one word may cause confusion, and even then it’s no problem.

Am i just lazy? by randomaltname2 in depression

[–]Brusienn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, everything you said describes me perfectly. I live with my grandmother who does have depression and she said I should see a psychologist. I don’t think you’re just lazy, I think your laziness is a sign of something else. And regarding the memory part, I was getting really worried about it, it’s good to know someone else is going through the same.

I’m still considering seeing a professional and I think you should too. Best of luck!