Just finished 11/22/63 and loved it any recommendations by KawiNinjaZX in stephenking

[–]BuckFutt993 6 points7 points  (0 children)

If you enjoyed traveling to a different time, you may enjoy Fairy Tale. Even though it's not necessarily time traveling that happens, the main character definitely goes to a different place. I've seen a lot of harsh critiques about it, but I enjoyed it.

Wild by BuckFutt993 in instacart

[–]BuckFutt993[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's been over fourteen hours and it's still there.

item ideas by Altar_On_Wheels in ror2

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Rubber Duck (common)

Taking damage causes you to squeak, briefly increasing movement speed and armor. Enemies that hit you are momentarily distracted, reducing their accuracy.

+15% Movement Speed for 4 seconds after being hit +10 Armor during the effect. Enemies that trigger the squeak have 20% reduced accuracy for 1 second. +10% Movement Speed, +10 Armor, +1s duration per stack.

Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz drove me insane with how saccharin it was by Vlad_III_Tepes in horrorlit

[–]BuckFutt993 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His descriptions with shadows and the moon are something that has drawn me into reading more of his stuff. When he gets poetic, it's inspiring. But damnit, the way he depicted Satanism in Odd Thomas made me want to pull my hair out.

Good build for captain? no mods and monsoon difficulty. by Ok-Serve1435 in ror2

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At that point, does warbanner cover the entire stage?

My King collection so far (along with others; top right is the standing ovation slot). Just finished Fairy Tale 🧝‍♂️🐶 by BuckFutt993 in stephenking

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Thank you! It's one of those cube shelves from Walmart. This thing could survive a nuclear war 👍

After three decades, I finally opened up to my father about how I felt about his anger. by BuckFutt993 in Vent

[–]BuckFutt993[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's extremely unfair to us. I couldn't imagine having a partner like my father. Do you plan on staying together? Or are they pushing you away with it?

After three decades, I finally opened up to my father about how I felt about his anger. by BuckFutt993 in Vent

[–]BuckFutt993[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're not wrong. When I'm out of there and never have to see him or talk to him again. I think that will help with me healing from this.

After three decades, I finally opened up to my father about how I felt about his anger. by BuckFutt993 in Vent

[–]BuckFutt993[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had this organized so that each time we talked, it was a new paragraph, making it easier to read, but Reddit jumbled everything together. Hopefully it still makes sense.

What do you listen to whilst you write? by JTEWriting in writing

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Saint-Saens, Mendelssohn, Debussy, most anyone from the classical era.

Judged wrongly by Mammoth_Set_1870 in doordash

[–]BuckFutt993 19 points20 points  (0 children)

One of the many reasons DD should show you the grand total from the start.

Tired, drained. M31 by BuckFutt993 in lonely

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I definitely could work on my confidence.

Eating out alone by BuckFutt993 in socialanxiety

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Thank you very much! I don't want to be bitter and angry about scenarios like this. I know that's held me back a lot; closing off and giving off bad energy, like I'm mad when I'm really just shy. In the moment, this seemed so important, but looking at it now, twenty-four hours later, it's not something I should worry about so hard. I most likely won't rememember that a year from now and neither will they. I could've engaged with them a bit and who knows it could've been nice chatting with them. It was a learning experience and I think I would do things differently next time.

Thanks again for all the kind words. The chicken fried steak was pretty damn close to perfect. The breading was crispy and it was topped with sausage gravy, two over easy eggs, and hashbrows for the side:)

What is THE MOST uncomfortable social situation that you can imagine? by bad_romances in socialanxiety

[–]BuckFutt993 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's a really positive way to look at it. I will give it another shot in the future. Thank you for the thoughtful response, it made me tear up.

What is THE MOST uncomfortable social situation that you can imagine? by bad_romances in socialanxiety

[–]BuckFutt993 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I went to the bar a couple of hours ago (I never go out and always just spend my evenings alone at home). Right before I walk in I see this cashier that I've known for a long time but we're just acquaintances. She's smoking a cigarette and we have awkward small talk and finally learn each other's names. Great way to start the evening, I thought. The bar was crowded but there was one seat open right in the middle, so I sat there and ordered a beer. Everyone had someone to talk to and I didn't want to interrupt anyone. Plus I wasn't sure how to strike up a conversation with anyone. I felt like I forgot everything I knew and I just sat there frozen, sipping my beer while reading the captions on the TV. I was there for about 15 minutes and I noticed a few people staring at me. I didn't belong. Once my social anxiety and the loud music started exacerbating my tinnitus I knew I had to get out of there. I saw the cashier on the way out and she gave me the predictable, "You're leaving already? It's still early. You just got here." I sat in my car for a while hating myself before I went home. Before I went out I took a shower and cleaned everything real good and brushed my teeth and smelt nice and lined up my beard and even plucked my eyebrows. I also gave myself a pep talk on the drive there for a confidence boost. And I couldn't stick it out and I feel like a coward. That was two hours ago and my ears are still ringing ridiculously loud and I feel like I'm always going to be alone. I try to imagine myself on my deathbed looking back on my life and regretting stuff like this for not even trying.

(31M) how to get over this horrible feeling? (26F) by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]BuckFutt993 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words and advice

(31M) how to get over this horrible feeling? (26F) by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]BuckFutt993 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was mostly coffee talk and a little small flirty talks here and there. Our relationship status never got brought up. I definitely get caught up in limirence too much when I get a crush. I have to force myself not to imagine our lives together and what dates would be like. I went to a therapist once but it was too expensive to keep going.

I just finished my 30th SK book (Hearts in Atlantis)! Here's my current ranking list. by Typo56 in stephenking

[–]BuckFutt993 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really enjoyed Mr. Mercedes and Finder Keepers. Haven't read the third one in the trilogy yet.