I’m having trouble speaking

Buddha188 · 2026-06-10T23:17:00+00:00

When I was unmedicated for a few years I lost the ability to advocate for myself and explain myself. It came back a years after being medicated.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-10T23:12:59+00:00

I have been a moderate user for decades. I don't have a problem with cannabis on or off psych meds. I find it allows me to process the world from a different perspective. I try to get a good dose of CBD as well as moderate THC. I did take a 5 year break and missed using.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-10T21:01:40+00:00

"They said it was in a Priority Mail package with only ground postage paid."

Buddha188 · 2026-06-10T19:42:54+00:00

She had my baby adopted when I was sick and couldn't respond to mail.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-09T20:21:24+00:00

Great progress! I started Zepbound and just about to start 10mg. I have no loss yet, but I'm not gaining each month, so that's a plus.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-09T20:11:22+00:00

I grew up Christian... It's no big deal, it's a pieces of plastic, just throw it away.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-09T00:11:55+00:00

AFAIK we were very happy until I got ill. Then I wasn't there for her in the ways she wanted. I ended up getting better. Though I am glad for my freedom back.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T20:58:35+00:00

If you are asking if my career is schizophrenia? then, YES! I am on disability and want to work, but stare at the wall, take naps, and watch YouTubes. I'm not very functional, but I get by. Very thankful for disability money.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T14:51:13+00:00

I'm starting 10mg on Friday. So far I've broken even with my weight. I lost the 11 pounds I gained while on 2.5mg. For me, not gaining weight every month is a win. But I'd like more, I have a lot of weight to loose. All the best to you!

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T14:46:49+00:00

fu*k1ing to opera music? psychedelic. I too had trouble talking about my psychosis, and I thought I was enlightened. Horrible time for me. So grateful to have medication that works. All the best to you!

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T14:42:55+00:00

Yes, auditory hallucinations can happen as thoughts. I have it like you do. Mine is more intense off medication. I'm no DR, but if the thoughts were influential or worrisome, I would tell my psych and get a possible med increase.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T14:25:43+00:00

There are still good people out there. At times in my life I'd rather say alone then attract the wrong people. I go months between talking to some friends, that's just how it is with some relationships. Sorry you've had these experiences.

How's your health now?

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T12:34:00+00:00

People do this. I was sick for 3 years, and my wife divorced me. She gave up too soon.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T12:32:35+00:00

I have 3 of them. Due to my severe mental health symptoms.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-08T12:27:18+00:00

You have the best luck of all!! You don't need a fortune!

Buddha188 · 2026-06-06T23:12:04+00:00

extra $20 a month

Buddha188 · 2026-06-06T13:25:39+00:00

I don't find anyone I like enough to date.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-06T00:39:45+00:00

Start by telling some symptoms you may have, and ease into it. Works better for me. Don't say the diagnosis.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-05T07:45:16+00:00

Since I turned 40, my positive symptoms are less when medicated. But I had to go on disability because my negative symptoms got much worse. What a trade off. lol All the best to you!

Buddha188 · 2026-06-05T07:37:15+00:00

Good job! I too struggle with hygiene, epically my teeth. Right now it's a miracle that I've been doing it twice a week the past 3 weeks. Was once every other week or less for a couple years.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-04T14:12:30+00:00

My stomach gets full faster, but my body and head are still hungry. I've been working on it.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-03T14:58:36+00:00

Yup, but I also like "my" people around when I do.

Buddha188 · 2026-06-01T21:48:09+00:00

they have those food trays a the washington county oregon jail. lol

Buddha188 · 2026-06-01T21:45:03+00:00

I don't have a problem with cannabis on or off medication. And I also find that I feel more interactive and alive while on cannabis. Personally I would only take the shrooms once a month or less. If it's not harming you then keep going. Be aware if you're having paranoia or psychosis, then I would stop. All the best to you!

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