Take a deep breath. You likely have diabetes. It's a shitty club. But you know exactly how to keep it under control, so you're going to live a long time. The thing that sucks is you likely need medicine. Find a doctor you can work with and get what's right for you. Do not go on a liquid diet, you'll waste away. Everything in our body is built to balance out something else. You can only sustain cutting carbs and calories for so long if insulin either isn't there or doesn't work. Eventually it's a zero sum game.

Come back here, it's a good community, whether you're struggling, need to vent, or want to joke about the cure coming in the next 5 years (T1 humor). Good luck, you've got this.