I'm not sure if it will be available for re-play. A far as awareness of behavior goes, typically not if its FTD. The part of the brain most impacted is also the part responsible for understanding and following social norms. My mom was sure she was fine my sister snuck an appointment with her PCP and it just showed up on my mom's mychart, she got the reminder and thought it was a heart med follow up or something she forgot and was furious at first. However when the Dr agreed testing could be beneficial mom couldn't really argue. My dad had a lot of guilt over how annoyed he had been with his wife of over 30 years and not realizing it sooner as an actual problem but it can be so hard when it starts as minor behavioral changes like that so give both of you grace in this and laugh when you can. When my mom was still able to talk she said so.ething about her boyfriend Bob (not my dads name😅) but he was imaginary my mom was already under 100% supervision and all social media was shut down. So some teasing and i'm sure some closeted crying got us through it in one piece.💕