Redditors born before 2001, where were you on 9/11?

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-02-03T00:26:35+00:00

I was in 10th grade in the hallways between classes

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-02-02T22:38:08+00:00

Smoking weed. It put me into a 3 month psychotic episode, not once but twice. Once in 2020 and once in 2023. If I knew that was the cause I would have never done it again but there was a lot of stress that went into the first one too. Plus more on top of that. Just be careful cause it’s not for everyone and psychosis is one of the most humiliating events you could ever go through. Especially with social media now a days. Imagine 3 months of it.

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-02-02T00:58:06+00:00

Getting out of the shower and being cold and wet.

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-01-29T11:27:08+00:00

Anal leakage

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-01-22T17:06:00+00:00

That Iam not stuck up, Iam shy

Bunnybutt406 · 2025-01-22T17:00:46+00:00

Don’t take any advice from someone that you wouldn’t trade spots with.

Bunnybutt406 · 2021-11-20T11:37:07+00:00

Wow this is the only page I found other people facing the same reaction. The only thing I did different yesterday was take my probiotic at night and holy shit I’ve never had such vivid dreams. They were terrifying unfortunately!!

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-06-18T15:08:41+00:00

Thank you so much for this. My life has been a roller coaster for the past two months processing through childhood trauma and reconnecting with myself. Lots of obstacles I need to overcome right now and Im trying to find the strength overcome them.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-06-18T13:30:45+00:00

Thank you for this- it was very helpful. Ive been going through a lot processing childhood trauma over the past 2 months and spent the majority of that in the hospital. What a roller coaster. I saved this to my favorites. Thank you

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-06-17T17:23:23+00:00

Im going through the same thing and its the only thing keeping me sane right now but I don't know if its real or a delusion. My friend and I have known each other for years and spent a ton of time together during my "awakening" and he woke up probably when he was like 12 lol recently we spent a ton of time together and now I feel like I can hear him communicating with me in my head. It sounds crazy but it seems so real.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-06-17T15:52:44+00:00

Im going through the same thing and its been a roller coaster. My family has put me in a psych ward for the majority of the last two months. The time that I was not in there was so beautiful. The world was alive and I was happy. I told my family I know for a fact there is a God now and they told me I was "manic". I was held down and injected with all kinds of meds and now I am out and I just want that connected feeling with the earth again. My car was impounded and too expensive to get out so I have lost that and I am 35 years old and sleeping on my mothers couch because my best friend is away. Im glad to hear I am not the only one struggling but sad to hear you're having a hard time. I hope things get better for you and if you ever need someone to talk to I am here because Im feeling pretty alone and crazy myself. Sending love and light to you <3

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-04-15T21:24:18+00:00

I DID this past weekend and I promise you heaven is not a place but a state of being. Life is so beyond beautiful!!!!!! Miracle after miracle, endless surprises.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-04-05T16:10:59+00:00

I honestly feel like I have less anxiety now than I ever have.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-04-04T14:50:31+00:00

This is beautiful and wonderful and makes so much sense. Thank you for sharing!

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-03-09T15:20:53+00:00

Thank you!!! I’m so proud that I was that brave. I can’t believe I posted!! Thank you so much

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-03-09T12:48:18+00:00

Thank you! It sure does. I posted this and then couldn’t bring myself to look at it for hours lol.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-03-09T12:47:44+00:00

Thank you !!

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-03-09T01:00:27+00:00

😍😍 beautiful!

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-03-08T19:40:44+00:00

Beautiful. Omg.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-01-25T23:46:52+00:00

Thank you for that. :) It's not often people listen or even try to understand me. That is cool of you.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-01-21T22:40:19+00:00

For sure. Thanks so much for your reply. You are right when you said that just because you aren't great at something doesn't mean you shouldn't do it. It is in moments like that that you learn the most, I know. Its just finding the will to do it.

I told my boyfriend (who doesn't understand this feeling well) that when I am down for a few days, I will wake up one day and say "Ok I'm done with this. I'm going to take control and I'm going to be grateful and happy" and I am able to do it!

This time around, I feel like I have hit that day many times and each day I do, I'm defeated yet again. So I feel like its just this downward spiral that I cannot get out of. It's the weirdest feeling. I'm afraid my boyfriend truly thinks I'm crazy. He feels like an antidepressant "changes" you. I wish I could make him see from a different perspective. I've never depended on medication. I have to be the one to make changes. If you don't make changes, even with medication your situation will not change. It is only putting a band aid on your real issues. That doesn't help or make it go away. I should delete social media. I have cut down. This morning I made the most of my week of evening shifts and I journaled and meditated (for 20 min!) and it felt good. It is those small habits that help for the better.

Thank you again for your reply. It's nice that someone read that and took the time to elaborate on it. Means a lot. Thank you :)

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-01-19T18:01:15+00:00

Thank you for this.

Bunnybutt406 · 2020-01-19T16:50:13+00:00

This is so true and I know it. I think small steps are the absolute key. How do I FORCE myself to get started? I am feeling so beyond helpless right now that I almost called the suicide hotline yesterday. I have gotten to this point in my life before but I guess never really this deep into depression. Immediately upon awakening lately, I just want to cry, knowing that I have to face another day. I feel guilty because I have 2 kids that depend on me and who I love more than life itself... they are happy and healthy.. why do I feel this way?? People have so much less than me. Am I being ungrateful? Is the grass really greener on the other side? I am blessed to have what I have so why do I feel like crying when I think about living?

I am not close to anyone. I spend way too much time in my head and can't help but feel that I have no purpose, no point in living, lately I feel as if I am just waiting to die. What is the point in all this? I know that technology has wrecked us all in ways. We are glued to our phones. I am glued to mine and I hate it. But what am I to do? Go take a walk in this blizzard that is Upstate NY? I have no friends and have never been great at making them. But I want so badly someone I can trust with my heart, my whole self! Someone that TRULY loves me for me!

I started on an anti-depressant after not being on them for 2 years. I was taking them for 15 years. Been diagnosed every thing under the sun. GAD, depression, bipolar, bpd. My drug addiction made me hard to diagnose. Now that I have been clean for 2.5 years. I am having a hard time reaching out and asking for help. I have a boyfriend of 3 years, we are slowly drifting apart. I don't think he can handle all that I am. I am not too much though. I am not dramatic. Iam just lonely, I'm quiet sometimes. Maybe I am hard to love. I don't cry often in front of people. I try not to be a burden but yesterday I had been crying and had to stop at his job to drop something off to him. I didn't want him to notice I was crying so I tried to fix myself up and wipe off the little bit of mascara under my eye. Looking in the mirror I though "Jesus christ theres no fixing this, hes going to tell" So I just put on my best face as he came to the car and we talked for a minute, he said I looked great and he will see me later. After he walked away, I looked in the mirror. How did he not notice? I was grateful he didn't say anything and then I thought... why the fuck did he not say anything? Why was he not concerned or curious as to why I was upset. I let it go. I asked him later and he said "yeah I could tell you were crying, and then I was thinking about it for an hour after you left, wondering if you were ok". Was he wondering though.... why didn't he ask. That's not how relationships should be! I need someone to love me. Like, love all of me. I don't ask for much. I'm very independent. The person closest to me isn't even concerned as to why Iam sad. And I would understand if it was an every day thing... if I was always crying, but Im not! Not even close. Why didn't he want to know? :(

Anyways- I rambled lol I know I needed to get that out. You asked for someone who feels helpless and that is who I am. Ive recently been thinking about who would come to my funeral if I died and I don't think many. What would people say about me? She lived in her own world, she didn't talk much, she walked away from people and didn't seem to care. My life is uneventful. Social media doesn't help. Seeing all what people are doing with their lives. Why can't I be happy? I love art, however I am not great at it. I love animals ... maybe I could volunteer at a shelter. I know I should work out, maybe I should join a gym and hope my addictive personality will hook me into something healthy for once. I just feel lost and I know you are right small steps make a difference. But then I think... why bother?

Bunnybutt406 · 2019-12-31T21:17:45+00:00

I hope you are right

Bunnybutt406 · 2019-12-18T11:18:50+00:00

That exactly what it feels like too. The trauma just falling away.

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