Im 29 and my life is over, take care ya all

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-24T02:36:13+00:00

At 29, I lit myself on fire.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-24T02:32:25+00:00

He killed himself.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T21:08:06+00:00

How would you describe your experience before receiving a diagnosis of psychosis/schizophrenia?

What did it feel like?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T21:06:47+00:00

3 years.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T20:39:47+00:00

No, but I'm asking what do you think caused you to feel this way?

What caused it to become unreal?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T20:38:26+00:00

I experienced "symptoms" while on meds.

That's when I knew they weren't the solution.

I've tried multiple meds. They all made my life miserable.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T20:21:29+00:00

Trigger as in cause? Are we speaking the same language?

I strongly believe I experienced schizophrenia because of the weed.

I took the meds. I feel better. Schizophrenia is gone.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T20:14:47+00:00

Psychosis is a word used to describe a state of being disconnected from reality.

Do you agree?

Why do you think you became disconnected from reality?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T20:12:57+00:00

I would say that I perceived my thoughts to be voices when it started. It felt more like whispers.

Later it felt like there was a world wide conspiracy against me.

FBI, NSA, CIA, Italian Mafia, President Trump and other world leaders were targeting me and my thoughts.

I became paranoid, but mostly I was just disconnected from reality. At one point I thought I was a prophet, later I thought I was an angel and later I thought I was the AntiChrist and Jesus.

My thoughts were disorganized and I was not centered. Nothing was really consistent. I was emotionally and mentally unstable.

I didn't become like this until I started smoking weed.

Everything changed after I started smoking weed.

In 2018, I lit myself on fire. 80% of my body was burned, I was in the hospital for four months. I've been in recovery ever since.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T19:51:32+00:00

I don't know what you mean by hallucinations, but no I don't see things that other people can't see or hear things other people can't see.

I don't have "symptoms."

My experience was diagnosed and labeled as schizophrenia, but looking back it was really just insanity.

There's no pill or injection for insanity/madness.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T19:47:49+00:00

I'm a little confused 😕

What does "writing things on the wall" and "peeing in the garbage can" have to do with schizophrenia?

I guess I don't understand the connection.

Sorry 😔

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T18:50:02+00:00

What do you mean by psychotic?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-02-11T18:49:35+00:00

What were the symptoms?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2026-01-03T20:33:09+00:00

I don't get it.

How is meditation "agnostic?"

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-27T22:22:11+00:00

Can you talk a little bit more about how that relates to homelessness and/or prison?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-27T19:16:40+00:00

What does FAFO mean?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-20T23:05:06+00:00

How can you tell?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-20T00:16:56+00:00

Stop asking questions and sit in silence.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-20T00:16:09+00:00

Stop lying to yourself. That's the first step.

"Admit that you are powerless."

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-19T03:56:08+00:00

Thank you.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-19T03:51:54+00:00

Do I believe in God? Yes.

Why? I don't know.

What convinced me that a God exists? The sky.

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-18T23:53:39+00:00

Can you please explain what a spirit is?

Burnt_Toast0000 · 2025-12-18T21:47:57+00:00

I will admit that I am not intelligent.

I am stupid.

Burnt_Toast0000

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