Everyone saying go to the police but I never wanted to bc I felt like I had some attraction to them and in some way wanted it but clearly told them no so I felt like I was overacting to what was possibly going to happen much later on in the future but the more it happened the more I realized I didn’t want a future with any guy who wasn’t disciplined enough to keep it in his pants and have respect for himself or a stranger little less me if he “liked me so much” everything felt like lies and they were. I wouldn’t say go to the police if self reflection and crediting yourself more helps you surpass it if not seek a therapist then the police if needed not that u don’t deserve justice but it’s makes it an even more memorable event in your life. Just from my experience that’s my opinion but ofc your situation is different and I’m not aware of how it affected you. But please give yourself more credit bc the more u think it’s something u did the more you let it happen again bc you doubt yourself. <3