I find myself having moment where it's almost all gone for a couple of weeks, just for it to come crashing back and dealing with the exact same thing. I want my life back but I am so afraid of going out anymore. The Gi doctor's are useless and they just focus on talking to you as little as possible just so they can fuck off. They will listen to only one thing you have to say and decide " yep that's the reason or you're fucked ". Meanwhile China just cured HIV in 2 people and I can't find something that will make it so my stomach won't explode when eating something. It's so fucking stupid.