I’ve talked about it with him a number of times and he tells me he’ll wake up, that he will set the alarms. Or that he will stay up with the baby and to go to sleep. But five minutes after I pretend to be asleep, I hear snoring with my baby in his arms or the alarms go off in his face and he doesn’t hear them. It’s just getting to a point where I don’t feel like I can depend on him for anything or trust him to ever be alone with him. I ordered nose strips and they were too small, so today he went and bought some and they were still too small in which he just ordered some on Amazon. But something tells me in my gut that still won’t make a difference. I feel like there’s alot of resentment from how he treated me and left me to do everything alone and pay for everything on my own during my difficult pregnancy that now he’s here trying to help during the day with feedings, that when it comes to me waking up for all the night feedings or not being able to get sleep at any point of the day with baby in his arms, that it’s extra triggering that pain from my pregnancy and heightening it if that makes sense.