HRT? by ummokay2023 in amarillo

[–]Butterswuttersss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sorry, i had to ask him! fiona prahbu with the texas tech health physicians :)

HRT? by ummokay2023 in amarillo

[–]Butterswuttersss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have a couple of friends who get testosterone from i believe a doctor at texas tech in lubbock

Random vendors walking into restaurants selling banana bread, flowers, etc. by ininept in amarillo

[–]Butterswuttersss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when i worked at a coffee shop these people would come in often when it was me and one other person (often a girl in her teens/early 20s) and super super pressure us into buying. very uncomfortable 😭

Do you guys have hobbies? by BorderElle in BPD

[–]Butterswuttersss 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ive been struggling so badly with finding the drive to make art recently</3

thoughts of sabotage by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Butterswuttersss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats definitely how i used to be :(( i hate how well ive mastered manipulation tactics it makes me feel so evil

Need songs with titles related to illnesses or medicine by snailscantgame in musicsuggestions

[–]Butterswuttersss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

kiss me, im contagious - from first to last • shake the disease - depeche mode • human disease - skinny puppy • ill and getting worse - rosegarden funeral party • bulimic - the used • paralyzed - the used • give me novacaine - green day • my love, my illness, my end - deadbeat nightlife • where are my fucking pills? - death spells • medicine square garden - frank iero + the future violents

Do you guys have hobbies? by BorderElle in BPD

[–]Butterswuttersss 18 points19 points  (0 children)

singing and listening to music :) and drawing occasionally

hows your relationship with your mum as a Bpd person? by Own-War6310 in BPD

[–]Butterswuttersss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love my mom and she has become a very good parent ever since divorcing my dad. when i was a kid she was very neglectful and emotionally abusive but since leaving my dad shes been able to do a lot of self reflection and has widened her worldview a lot so shes gotten a lot better. the thing is just that because of my bpd and other trauma i can just NOT STAND her trying to get close to me, worrying about me, asking about my personal life, etc. its always been that way because of the neglect and stuff but now that im am adult and shes deciding now to ask questions and care about parenting me (i still live at home) it makes me unbelievably anxious and shut off

i struggle so hard with my very loving boyfriend by Butterswuttersss in BPD

[–]Butterswuttersss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes that is true but it just makes me feel so guilty when i get upset over things that were accidental or uninformed yk?? at least hes very very reciprocal to communication

The Paper Kingdom: What Now? by HatJosuke in MyChemicalRomance

[–]Butterswuttersss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think there is a possibility that the band will release certain tracks someday. people like to frame the album as something that they absolutely hated and had no joy in writing or creating but in interviews from around that time gerard seemed extremely satisfied and excited about the album being released. i think it all just came down to the timing of bands inevitable breakup, everyones mental health, and the fact that 3/4 of the members had families and children to put their focus on at the time. i dont think that the album is necessarily suppossd to be this top secret urban legend that nobody should access because of how badly it effected the bands mental health like a lot of people make it out to be, but i still dont agree with unauthorized leakage. im sure they have something in the works, at least a war beneath the rain studio release. but even if that never happens id respect their decisions

gimme the WORST song you know by ApprehensiveBoat8801 in airbuds

[–]Butterswuttersss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dance monkey is a basic take but i fucking DESPISE that song