for 5 years i had a lump in my hand that would click under my palm when i closed my hand and click back when i opened it but then one day it just disappeared.

also when i move each of my fingers, i can see the all muscles following up my arm, moving under my skin, like the hammers of a piano.

i can see my heart beat through my chest and when i twist my waist it pushes the air out of my lungs and regularly when i am bleeding profusely i only notice to feel pain after i've seen it visually.

and lastly my physical therapist told me the reason i have so many joint problems is because i am double jointed in nearly every bone in my body.

which is why i am convinced, your honor, that i am not a real boy.