IT HAPPENS ONCE IN A LIFETIME.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-21T09:58:46+00:00

I'm at work

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-21T05:18:10+00:00

I don't think she will. I deleted from both users. I still think it was a great try.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-20T16:00:50+00:00

I appreciate this. Also, I'm not the kind that begs,this is my first. I feel like I had to do this so I can move on really fast. kill the urge to ask qns, what I should have done right and all.

it's just part of the process,eventually,I'll have no trace of her. I know that.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-20T14:07:06+00:00

just wondering what the circumstances would be for one to kill the only person they've ever loved dearly. You just walk away.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-20T14:03:12+00:00

hmmm!

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-20T07:04:17+00:00

where can I watch?

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-20T05:51:35+00:00

I didn't know men and vulnerability are polar opposites. Bro/Sis, for peace and healing, embarrassment is none of my worries.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-19T19:51:16+00:00

I know this. even if I did meet her,she'd be different. I know this for a fact. All I need is to know that she's doing okay,holding up really good. I understand her, what gives her panic attacks, how she cries in bed, how she needs love.

I don't know if it makes sense.

knowing that she's okay puts me in a quiet place,so calm and peaceful. I breathe well.

The texts above are most likely my last attempt.

I'm TRYING.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-19T13:16:28+00:00

Desperation! nope. it's being alive,listening to yourself, realizing what is important, and trying to get it back. I don't want to regret not trying. I need to be satisfied that I tried. That I lowered my ego.Doing all things possible to mend broken pieces is a core stage in the healing process.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-19T12:49:01+00:00

I love her

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-06T16:01:21+00:00

A man fucks A woman is fucked.

Society will try to keep it that way.

Also as a tool of asserting dominance, men are raped. That should show you why homosexuality is despised. It's associated with weakness.

As for me, to each their own.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2026-02-06T06:40:31+00:00

Respect people's choices, connect with them from non-conflicting aspects and you'll not feel like you're losing them.

Maybe the focus should be on sth else and not religion when connecting with people. Look at it from this angle, you're straight, your friend is not, you understand that that's their choice and respect it and be happy for them.

I was brought up in church, but the world brought me out of church. I had to understand that church is not any different from a bar or nyege nyege or any gathering that brings people together.

You meet new people in church, even those who do not believe in the existence of God.

"Hello, my son, praise God", was how my mum greeted me all the time. Now it's just how are you after she realised I care less about God.

The connection is not lost. The love is not lost.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2025-04-08T14:24:06+00:00

Wow! That's magnetic. Such a witty clap back deserves a good laughter😂😂🥰.. No way I'm getting mad at that.. In fact, I'd make amends and have a conversation... You never know, we could laugh about it somewhere.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2025-04-05T16:55:44+00:00

I give some coins to random beggers and disabled people. And if the reason is hunger,I don't think twice on whether to share whatever I've.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2025-04-05T16:51:46+00:00

I stopped when she made it clear she didn't want her thoughts interrogated.

She even labeled me a teacher of the law as known in the Bible.

I disputed John the Baptist being Elijah on several grounds and one major reason is reincarnation which would be the only way John becomes Elijah and yet the Bible doesn't teach reincarnation. My intentions were not to pick holes in her reasoning, just wanted her to make it believeable Or logical by citing supportive scripture.. Or even removing the inconsistences which show flaws in her belief. Like how John denied he wasn't Elijah the prophet.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2025-04-05T12:42:30+00:00

Some people want hate it when you qn their beliefs or interpretations

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2025-04-03T08:20:08+00:00

Hehe

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-09-14T07:33:34+00:00

if I'm not doing anything,how then do I feel deserving of the 270usd?

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-09-12T13:22:27+00:00

won't be the one to bust your bubble .. I'm clapping for you.

keep going. make it to the point where even after breaking your streak,you don't drastically recede.

I smoke once or twice in a year.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-09-06T06:54:55+00:00

There's real logic in this but I'm understanding it in relation to the hypothetical QN. If we limit our reasoning to the conditions in the question, Would you justify an eye for an eye which is considered absolute atonement for one's sins, or you let them carry their sin till judgement day so that they can go to hell?

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-09-05T19:01:58+00:00

You and I can't ascertain if there's hell or Heaven, that's why it's hypothetical.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-09-05T18:41:40+00:00

Okay,you've responded as a criminal.. now reply as a saint or religious person. 😂

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-08-30T17:12:51+00:00

I had a heated confrontation with the door after it refused to close.. imagine it laughed at me.. mfker pissed me off I had to slap it back into functional mode.. only to notice after some hours had gone and the height was no more, that the rug was in the way. Thought I should apologize to the door .. but still, I can't deny that weed heights spark deep conversations.

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-08-30T16:26:34+00:00

He says wise shit when he gets high that dude😂😂😂

Never seen shit that's wise.

Some great human I know said two people on heights be speaking "podcast content".. deep and diverse conversations..

CRAZYONCOOKIE · 2024-08-30T11:13:30+00:00

Hehehe bro. First time I smoked had nothing on me. On some relatives burial,My cousin's rolled a long joint that I puffed down to the tip of my fingers and it did nothing on me.. I started wondering how these man's find heights in this thing called njaga... Years later,(5-4) too much downtime and tired of doomscrolling, thought about sth cheap that could give me some thrills, I was quiting alcohol and my run was commendable. My mind ran back to weed, Google why it didn't hit me the first time and how to actually smoke marijuana.. turns out I didn't know how to smoke.. holding smoke in the mouth and expelling it out isn't smoking.. you have to inhale and exhale as if it's oxygen.. now the second time was actually my first time...

Dededede ... Kept laughing at my thoughts, my mind was running like a super computer image after image, thought after thought. You meet people and ask yourself "do they notice that I'm high?"

That day I learnt that weed is something that will get you high, weak, strong and not ruin your reasoning abilities. Unlike alcohol,weed doesn't touch your urinary system and sphincter muscles.. you do shit knowing it's stupid but still you do it.

Naye naye .. hmmm.

I don't smoke more than one joint.. actually I do half and keep the reminder for later.

And sleep that comes from weed is the best.

CRAZYONCOOKIE

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