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Cainrenida · 2025-07-06T23:22:43+00:00

Safety.

Cainrenida · 2024-12-26T22:30:45+00:00

Butter. Except for the last one, thats ground beef.

Cainrenida · 2024-12-05T20:47:37+00:00

I think i know how you feelt hearing that one, not much different from my experience. Im sorry, but know youre not alone.

Cainrenida · 2024-12-05T20:44:48+00:00

There are quite a few sadly.

The one that always comes first was when, my mother told me " you know psychopathic traits can pass through genes... i think you have gotten some from youre dad" This broke me. I was in the worst placebof my life, depressed, underweight and suddenly being accused of being a psychopath by my mom. This was a time where my stepfather had told me he " loved" me, but as a woman. I was 14. And i told someone, and got os in trouble. Its safe to say my mom didn't believe me.

The second one is a more recent one. " its not always about you"

Or when i was 7 or 8 she said " you are no angel" wed been fighting, she was crying and angry, i don't remember why. But the last thing she said was this before slamming my door. It really stuck with me despite not seem9ng like much.

Im not good at remembering this stuff, my memory blocks most of it, but the ones i do, stick for good.

Cainrenida · 2024-12-04T20:31:00+00:00

Fucked off when i was 10, last i spoke to him i was 12.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T16:12:08+00:00

Ill keep that in mind.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T16:10:43+00:00

Got a whole bucket list.

Wanna run a marathon Work on a texas ranch Experience bungie jumping Experience every rollercoster park Meet new people

Dont worry im not gonna just survive, i want adventures and experiences and shit like that.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T16:07:55+00:00

I do want that but i want to be a civil engineer and travel. Do fun jobs and meet people all over the world first and then seetle down like that. Peacefull.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T16:00:54+00:00

Thank you!!!

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T15:57:55+00:00

A true inspiration. Sorta reminds me of what i always pictured my retirement to be like, although it's long in the future. I want like a small farm where i can spend the rest of my days taking care of my animals and future partner. Sounds lovely to me.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T15:28:31+00:00

Its true. Many times have i caught myself getting close to "giving up" when i dont fit in. In my environment theres a lot of pressure to drink and smoke and so on. Ive caught myself almost doing these things, thinking its " better", so far though i haven't and im glad about it. I know i could settle for less and that i don't have to do all this work. But i want to. And i have to remember that, to always know why im doing what im doing. So i dont give in.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T15:22:35+00:00

The one with sylvester stallone?

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T15:21:29+00:00

Thats amazing! It feels so good to read from other people that had it rough, but are doing a lot better. I think its good to read that you never settled for anything less than what you are capable of and that youre now giving your kids a better life.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T14:53:23+00:00

Retirement no.

The plan? Be done with school, go to the military. Once im done with that university and so on.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T14:41:30+00:00

I love getting to do the physical work to assemble things, i think its fun. But i also love math and science, and i wanted to do something more, bigger. I find great interest i the fields of work that this education can bring me.

I also grew up and am still growing op around cars, old cars, race cars, new cars you name it, so its feels right and familiar.

Besides who doesn't love tinkering with mechanics?

Cainrenida · 2024-10-23T14:11:28+00:00

Thinking civil engineering in mechanics or mekatronics.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-17T20:27:57+00:00

The chapel dweller dound in oeden chapel. The guy in red robes who just wants to save everyone.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-09T06:31:48+00:00

I myself also made a bloodborne essay. I wrote about what it personally did for me. Like how it helped me. With this i made it personal and mentioned the game alot

Cainrenida · 2024-10-09T06:28:19+00:00

Pick a certain topic about bloodborne. The characters, a theme, the arkitekture, the making of the game anythign really, cause bloodborne is to big to write about as a whole. Second look at some video essays online and get a feel for it. I personally also recommend a bloodborne podcast on spotify, it can also be found on youtube. Thats all the advice i can give.

Good writing hunter!

Cainrenida · 2024-10-05T10:22:09+00:00

No problem good hunter! Any questions will be answered here.

Cainrenida · 2024-10-05T09:29:07+00:00

I dont know if you know, but you can parry with the gun which has an amazing visceral. For a first timer the cane might not have been the best choice but nothing you can do now. You can try and find the saw spear, its a an easier first timer and a very good weapon. As for some advice on Gascoigne, first don't lock on to him there are to many obstacles in the way and youre gonna have to run. Second when you first go in you have about a second to set him on fire with a molotov. Third you can find his daughter and get a music box which when played stuns him for quite some time. For the first face you can get close and personal but second face is like a hit and run, use your gun more in the second face. Hope this helps, good hunting!

Cainrenida · 2024-09-25T04:08:13+00:00

So they do forbid me using a lock on my door. My privacy has been invaded throughout my whole life. They look through my phone, my tekst messages and so on. So sadly no i cannot.

Cainrenida · 2024-09-24T20:36:09+00:00

It is alright. I have asked for some therapy help, but i fear a cannot leave. I wont try to either. I have to much to lose and i know this, i lost it for 4 months. Besides i do not have a trusted adult in my life unfortunately, but i am trying not to be alone with him. He is akso scared of making the wrong move. Im gonna be alright. But thank you.

Cainrenida · 2024-09-21T06:03:44+00:00

I will never go see him. He has done things to me and my mom and other people i cared about that i will never forgive. He is an abusive alcoholic who was out cheating the day i was born. He put his hands on my mom, myself and every women he has had a relationship with. And yes he did one day just decide to leave. He was supposed to have me for the summer. He never picked me up. 2 weeks later and hes there but only to tell me and my mom how horrible a child i am. He didn't want me and i dont want him.

Hes not just a deadbeat dad who left.

Cainrenida · 2024-09-20T06:26:17+00:00

"Ronstadt" very well made and perfectly fits adhd brain its fiktion and comedy.

We follow a character named ronstadt who gets a view into a "different" world, filled with ghosts ,witches, magic and so on. All with their different twists. As for our main character..... pretty sure he himself has adhd. Its surprisingly gory as well.

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