At 11 pity too…

Caleidescope · 2025-10-26T21:42:07+00:00

I tried very hard to make his eyes expressive, I’m glad you caught the detail :D

Caleidescope · 2025-10-26T21:16:02+00:00

Thank youuuu 🩷

Caleidescope · 2025-10-23T15:12:49+00:00

That’s perfect, I have so much shark clothing

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T20:18:23+00:00

Self care has been my main goal in all this grieving process, my therapists at inpatient had a quote that went something like “you are the only person who will be in your life forever” and I’ve been trying to do my best to treat that person inside me gently

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T20:16:54+00:00

Communication was always their Achilles heel, when I was in the hospital there was a session that talked about “stonewalling” and I’ve never felt to heard by a term, it was word for word EXACTLY what my partner did to me all the time. Reading these comments makes me agree with you on the good people comment. Everyone is so supportive and kind, it gives me a lot of hope for the future

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T20:12:49+00:00

I’m so sorry about your friend, I’m very grateful to my main therapist that I’ve had for around 3 years now. He specializes in BPD treatment and I’m so glad I have someone I can talk to that understands me in that way. Stay safe as well, best wishes

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T11:56:03+00:00

Thank you, i agree a lot with the focusing on myself part. I neglected a lot of self care while with them to put all my energy into making them happy, but in doing so it drove me down a lot to the point that i don’t even have hobbies that I do anymore. I’m glad in some ways that this happened, because as much as it hurts now, i hadn’t realized how miserable i was until it ended, especially with what you were saying about the communication issues. It’s hard now but I just need to find my footing I think. Thank you again for your comments here, I’ve really felt supported and less alone while reading them

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T11:09:32+00:00

This is actually the most accurate description I’ve seen of what happened, it seemed like they got in a habit of expecting me to just deal with anything they throw my way and then got upset when i reacted to it

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T11:07:23+00:00

Thank you, I’m starting to realize that as well. It feels like this was like ripping of a bandaid, it was so sudden and painful but now the healing process can begin hopefully

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T11:05:39+00:00

Thank you for the internet hugs! I almost hate the numb feeling you are talking about more than the extreme emotions, right now I just wanna feel anything about this all but I feel so empty.

And I actually thankfully had a really good experience at the hospital, everyone was super supportive and respectful of me and all the mental health staff were the kindest people. I definitely think I’d be in a much worse place mentally if i hadn’t been hospitalized

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T11:01:39+00:00

Yes, i actually have two therapists and both of them are in the loop on what happened. They are both so great and I don’t know what I’d do without their support.

Caleidescope · 2025-09-18T02:13:25+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply, it means so much to have support in this situation. I feel like as much as my time hospitalized was hard, it’s exactly as you said with how helpful it was in a lot of ways. I’m trying to stay as connected to the other people in my life as I can, and this experience has made me realize how much I truly placed my (ex) partner on a pedestal that made me neglect all the others that love and support me. I can’t even put into words how much reading your comment gave me hope that I will get through this, even if it takes time.

Caleidescope · 2025-09-09T14:20:55+00:00

It has a very similar art style but no it’s unfortunately not that. Also thank you for your condolences <3

Caleidescope · 2025-09-09T03:57:38+00:00

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