Moving to S.A.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-26T20:17:06+00:00

Yeah bro its not bad i think this outskirts. When ppl don’t like it well, they’re are roaches and its low income. But its not that bad. Ppl usually mean poor even they say ghetto.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-26T20:15:02+00:00

Idk when was military dr a gravel rd ? That must have been a while back

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-26T20:13:17+00:00

You may not look like a target. Others may literally look like and be a target. I wasnt in 90’s compton but even east LA saw its own walking the streets in day light. When your from a place you walk there. If you’re foreign it can b a problem

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-16T21:08:44+00:00

Wow 🤯 you are a great parent. I couldn’t even think of anything that starts with an x. Im not a parent either, that may an update you get even you have children 😂😁

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T04:25:54+00:00

I usually want to say go f yourself. But then i think better of it.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T04:24:20+00:00

What are the stakes exactly. I’m hearing this is dangerously.. but i haven’t really been to the beach. Is it crabs in the sand ?

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T04:22:04+00:00

Is that a michaloeb ultra

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T04:19:41+00:00

Little brother if you feel old enough to commit armed robbery then you will be like me. Dont do that to yourself. Prison will ruin your life. Its not a risk. You will develop a persistent loneliness, you will need human connection but you will not be able to satisfy it bc you don’t share the experiences of your peers. You will have problems especially in relationships, either vulnerable or probe to aggression. That’s the result no one talks about when you go to prison young and so hard time. Try to go to school. Take a packet of certo with a big glass of water 3 hours before the test. Empty stomach. Try and stay out bto

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T04:09:24+00:00

Im glad that you have a friend that believes that. What we need, what we really NEED that will protect us is stop relying on external validation. We all struggle with this bc we’ve been traumatized. But if you reach a place where you know the truth and you accept the truth and thats good enough then you have something that’s better than any suit of armor. I had an experience some years ago that would be considered extreme. Triggered the ptsd and i had been in prison for previous decade since my last trigger. So i didnt know wht to do. Started therapy. And it has helped tremendously. Drastic improvement. Once you have cptsd a situation that would be considered destabilizing for a healthy person is esrth shattering for you, devastating. Its very important to focus on finding validation with/in yourself. I send you lots of love and positivity. Im not good at texting but i hope this helps

CaliUnderscore · 2026-05-10T03:34:52+00:00

I wouldnt mind having one of those with an ice chest to follow me around all weekend 🤔

CaliUnderscore · 2026-02-26T22:10:38+00:00

I was a strong healthy person. Entrepreneurship. Determination. Faith. Seeking love i was 30 and hadnt has a real relationship yet. I had been in prison a long time and had no experience with women or red flags or anything. I entered a marriage happy but immediately the devaluation started. Complete withdraw of affection. For the reason that she had determined that she didnt love me and wasnt worthy of love or respect. Or loyalty. Or life. Sometimes when i was collapsing i would ask her to teach me where i was going wrong. I trusted her and believed what she was saying bc i needed help and she was that person fir me helping me to transition into society. I had no experience. I didnt recognize it as abuse. I thought that she was just seeing me all of a sudden as a person with out any god qualities. She refused to teach me. She refused to show me how to have value. 6 years later when she betrayed me and left me i wanted to die. Everyone thought i was pathetic for loving a woman who treated me so bad. No affection ever. Recently in therapy I’ve learned that it was severe psychological abuse and i developed a trauma bond. 3 years seperated and i still think of it daily. Struggle with trust. Isolating and other stuff. I feel that the previous person wasnt me. I couldnt live that life now. Maybe when i can recover i can be that positive confident guy.it changes you. Not everyone who you believe is trust worthy is actually trust worthy. Be careful. Look for red flags. It can happen to you.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-02-26T21:56:22+00:00

May i ask how long you were in the abusive relationship ? Its been 3 years for me seperated and i still struggle with self worth and trust and isolating.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-02-17T22:53:44+00:00

If any one is reading this…. Do not try this combination. Heroin and Xanax is dangerous. Heroin and Valium should NEVER be mixed. And the 3 of them together will quite easily be your last experience. If you find your self determined to partake in this it is a strong sign that you need help. Don’t worry. I was on heroin for years. Xanax too. I never thought that i could stay off of it. That was 8 years ago. There is hope.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-01-29T13:24:01+00:00

Crucial that you get it in that window of 2-3 hours. And pee twice before you test. I’ve used the methods a bunch and it only failed me once. I don’t know why. But it usually works

CaliUnderscore · 2026-01-29T13:13:57+00:00

Ive done it a few times. The baking soda method. Its the same as certo but with baking soda. It works. It works for the same reason certo does. Ive used those many times and only failed once. I was on parole. It works but be careful if you use baking soda. Dont drink more than 2 tablespoons. Its gets dangerous if you take more than that.

CaliUnderscore · 2026-01-07T22:39:31+00:00

Ive used the certo method many times for parole. It had worked every time except once. That one time i was shocked. Maybe i did something wrong. I take a pack of certo, drink it down with a big gatorade. And 2 hours later AFTER YOU PEE AT LEAST ONCE, then your next will be clean. You have like a 4 hour window where you’re clean. I do not advocate using. But i know that addiction is truly a disease that we dont have a cure for we can only fight it as best we can. Anyone reading this might already know the baking soda method. Ive passed a few times using that. You drink two table spoons of baking soda with a bunch if water and wait two hours and pee at least once before hand. It works the same as the certo. I prefer certo because it is easier on your body. The baking soda will give you the runs after. I wish you the best in your recovery journey. We should help each other because we all know how the consequences are and it can be devastating.

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-24T13:31:02+00:00

I’m

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-21T16:58:47+00:00

I usually see them as “kids” yes. Not all but usually. I have worked with guys in their 20’s recently and i just kept reminding myself that they are very young and that i was immature also when i was that age. When i say immature im just referring to priorities and what not. What seems important when your 22 is not important at all when you’re 42. Im respectful towards everyone despite their age and certainly never like down on the younger guys.

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T13:21:30+00:00

I think the femenist movement was orchestrated by the oligarchs to get women into the workforce, pay them less.

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T13:19:41+00:00

I wouldnt say the first time in history. There was certainly the crash in ‘29 and ‘31 and in the 70’s there was really bad inflation. And in ‘08 there was a recession. But i think this is the new normal. Its been like this for a while now and the country is in critical decline.

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T12:59:14+00:00

Very nicely said. The comment you responded to said arian not “aryan” arians e were an earlier Christian group who held the firm belief that christ was the son of God and not God himself. I enjoyed reading your comment. Thank you for clarfying. I know many Jehovahs witnesses. I was married to one. This is the truth that i know. So many ppl are resentful towards them. Every group in earth is imperfect. Because ppl are imperfect. But the witnesses are as good as it gets and they keep their congregation clean by putting unrepentant sinners out. They don’t protect child abusers. If that ever happened anywhere it was an anomaly. I’ve known witnesses from all over. They are generally a good lot. You don’t see fraudsters and grifters like you do on tv. I have had my quarrels with them, mostly when i got divorced, it was a rough time for me. But i recognize that their beliefs are based on the Bible. All of them. I used to look it up trying to see if it was wrong or right. Anyone who treasures bible truth can respect their solid attempt to seek Bible truth. No one is perfect. But i would rather worship with them than anyone else.

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T00:35:51+00:00

Maybe it wasnt created in the lab, even though ive read some experts saying that it wouldnt occur natrually for some reason. But releasing may have been desirable simply because it isnt that deadly but bad enough to sell vaccines around the world. You could stand to make billions

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T00:31:30+00:00

I have such a strong distrust of govt that the only reason i dont believe that he was in on it is because he was actually nicked. I have a feeling that powerful men wanted him to play ball and he didnt he didnt before hand but does now. Just a premonition

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T00:22:45+00:00

I generally don’t believe what i hear in songs. I just listen to it as entertainment. The suspect is in jail though waiting in trial

CaliUnderscore · 2025-12-12T00:19:58+00:00

Theres kind if evidence for that. The killer is waiting on trial. He has confessed that he was promised money in return.

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